Misfit toys

Broken

A/n This chapter contain rape Very strong language and underage drug use so please don't hate me.

I sat in the corner as Ryan went off on his way with his friends leaving me with a red cup full of something I couldn't even name. I Bob My head to the music as my heart began to race and I couldn't shake the new feel shooting into my body that I was no longer control of, The cup is nearly empty and my vision that was another story but I couldn't stop hiccuping in the room started spinning. I try to find a seat but everyone danced around me. " ash I don't feel too good." I said is I grab my friends Arm I almost lost my balance but she just hand me a funny look pill " this will take all your worries away" I quickly pop the pill that she handed me and took a sip cup of a clear liquid with a bitter burning aftertaste and after five minutes I was on the dance floor dancing And my once uptight demeanor was gone as the music uplift me pushing me right to left and the room still spinning and the colors of the red lights flashing burned my eyes. I felt pair of hands wrap around my waist tightly as they kiss my neck. " hey baby I've been looking all over for you" for the first time ever all night Ryan voice so smooth raspy perfect against my neck as he bit my ear " there's empty upstairs how do you feel about a little fun." A  smile crossed my face as nod my head as he pull me upstair as I danced along with the music as sat at the bottom of the stairs " the room is superrr dark, I can't see anything " I slurred my voice started to crack as room start spinning again right before I fell he grabbed me and I all remember is bright blue eyes staring down at me I help me onto the bed " Babe, what is he doing here?" I asked him as some other guy shut the door and he started to run his fingers down my leg and I pushed him off of me " don't touch " I hissed as him off me, Ryan step in quickly " Babe this is just a friend of mines and thought hey maybe we can have fun with the three of us" he said and I shook my head " are you fucking crazy I'm not fucking your friend,Asshole! " I pushed him away from me as I try to get up but I end up falling onto the ground, I tried to get up again he pushed me onto the bed " riley do you love me" he whisper, I quickly get up not liking where this heading a still room spinning. The darkroom made it hard for me to to figure out where I was gonna grab me tightly, throwing me back on the bed. I kick and scream trying to get out of his grip but pin me down on the bed Ryan watched and his blue eyes stared at me as if he saying if I moved he would've killed me but I can help it as I reached up to scratch the guys face leave a red Bloody Mark down left on his face " fucking bitch " he said as he slapped me across the face leaving a Red Mark but then I kicked him in the balls and fly to the ground I got up again. Ryan punch me across the face as I fell to the ground this time holding my face tightly, the blood spilled my lip " am I knew it was going black tomorrow, I can feel it swelling at the moment. He pick me up, throwing me against the bed again and this time ripping my underwear's and He climbed on top of me and Force in the self inside of me as I cried out in pain. the smell of alcohol and drugs linger on my body, I couldn't move as it felt like he was ripping me into two, his friend watched before taking his turn on top of me and was all over me, they both got up and left me there and I was daze walked down the stairs. body still aching, hair was all over the place and my make up was smudged from the tears I walked down the streets until I collapsed on the pavement which was cold and wet as I look out up the blue sky seem darker and laced light Gray clouds as a cars driving past beside me but none of them stop as I pull out my phone. Can focus the phone as it kept shaking side to side. I text Lucas hoping his answer " Lucas please come get me i'm at Amanda's party" I text him place my phone on ground beside me I sat there watching the blood dripped down my leg afraid to even move traumatize from the moment, and I was afraid to see my face as I can feel the blood dripping down my lip and I can he barely see out of my right eye as I bit my lip and cried The physical pain no where compare to emotional damage that came along with it, I felt lower than dirty, and everything I loved about myself you killed it. I felt myself turning me into an empty shell as he killing my innocence but I can't blame him, I can only blame myself for letting it come this far but the abuses he left all over my batter heart The emptiness he left echo in the back of my head The sad part is that I still love him, sad part is he still stuck in my head the drugs and alcohol seemed to take over my body rynn had a hold over my brain, he made fear him
Lucas p.o.v
I Looked around the whole party I couldn't find her and everyone kept giving me the runaround as I got back into my pick up truck, my heart race from fear that something could've happened to Riley and if something bad  happened to the girl that I've been in love with the seventh grade and I wouldn't be able to live with myself until my eyes meet her battered and bruised body as she was laying there on the concrete  the blood drip down her legs The spread of cross the cold ground she look at me for second her nose is bloody her face was bruised there scars everywhere in a black eye to match to my scare. It left motionless left me scared to even touch her and she look so fragile but she's always been fragile in me she was an angel today she was lifeless. Fear filled my mind but anger took over me as I got out the car knee down beside her " I don't feel so good I feel like I...I " for knew what she threw up on my shoes Took a step back " i'm sorry I'm sorry I didn't mean to do it I just came up" she said as much as I wanted to scream yell I couldn't I could do was grab in my arms and pick her up like a little bitty baby and she held on tightly me, I place The on passenger side of my 1999 pick up truck her, I looked up in the sky praying for her I didn't know what to do I never saw her like this. If take her home and her dad saw like he would freak, I had no choice, so I took her hospital.