Misfit toys

Friday night live up in flame

A/N this is not my idea I do not own it but please watch the video is a very strong content but it goes great with the chapter
Riley p.o.v

I sat my huge walk-in closet with a bottle of brandy glued to my hand I sat there in the cheerleader in uniform as I run my fingers down the black and white skirt trying to wipe aways the memory. " you deserve it you are a huge slut your school slut Riley Matthews the school slut Ryan was right you let anyone have their way with you for a right amount" The voice is shot around my head they were like the cold hard reality smashing against my skull. I crave the taste of the brown liquor to touched my lips, to taste burn the back of my throat is frizzy brown hair is all over the place as my eyes were as dead as the night. I heard my phone ring him I had started to burn as my head pounded from the noise. " where the hell is that noise coming from " and I looked down to see Rose name pop up the picture of me and her at last year's pep rally and I hesitate to answer the phone so I finally picked up.

Riley/rose conversion

Rose: rie the game starts in 20 minutes where the hell are you "

Riley : running a little bit late I promise I'll be there I'll be there before the game start

Rose: Rae you been acting really weird every since that party but you better get together before we kick you off the squad you probably be the best flyer we have but I won't hesitate to cut you "

Riley: i'll be there shut the hell up I'm running late do you deal with it you're right you can cut me anytime you feel like it but you won't to shut the hell up"

Rose: better make it here before the first kick off your ass is grass"

End conversation

I drunk the last drop of alcohol that was left in the glass bottle as the against the ground and I finally pick myself off the ground to fix my hair grabbing the keys off the kitchen counter in my heart began to beat faster. Before I can walk out the room I couldn't help but look at myself I wasn't must look at beautiful brown eyes my skin was tan and the cheerleader uniform made me look like I had a little bit of curves some reason I hate myself I hate the sight of me and as much time as I try to wash i'm off my body and never left I scrapped and scrubbed but I still hate it when I say I still saw him touching me running his fingers down my leg. " I hate you you're disgusting you're a whore and I hate that you're part of me I hate that I'm living I hate that you controlling me I just want to die!" Breaking down in tears and i scream at the mirror before long it went numb the whole drive was numb as I stop at the gas station and filled up an empty gas can full of gasoline I kept hearing the voices in my head and they spoke loudly " nobody wants to here your slut, don't be mad at him this is all your fault Riley I don't know what your problem is but you better fix it! Baby let me help you let mommy help you" all these different thought played in my head as I drove over to the football field I heard the fans the crowd yelling screaming cheer hoping that will finally make it to state the only thing was going through my mind was dying. I carried the gasoline on the field my heart pounded as I look like pure death bags under my eyes were huge

Maya p.o.v
I said in the bleachers shocked by the scene there was Riley in the middle of the field and everyone stop cheering everyone is afraid because she looked at my death she's no longer smelly Riley she's the girl that everyone wanted to be but now she was broken and crushed I couldn't longer stay in my seat because whatever was happening next will change all of us forever.

Mr. Matthew p.o.v
I saw her walking from the distance walking dead she was and that was my baby that was a little girl I carried in my arms the little girl who loved the Beatles the little girl who love Dr. Seuss the cat in the hat I watched her closely as her eyes are brown dead eyes for scary what happened next was spine tingling she had a red very bright red gas can fill gasoline poured it all over herself. " Riley!" I screamed out trying to race down the steps of the bleachers

Lucas p.o.v

I was a couple inches away from the scene and everyone eyes glued to her The gasoline all over her body I quickly ripped my helmet off. she didn't move for second I thought she was done I thought she just freaked out she wasn't going to literally myself on fire. she lit The lighter she lit up in flames and before I knew it I was tackling her to ground.

Riley p.0.v
Everything was a blur as I close my eyes and I finally lit the the lighter I felt my skin burn as I wish that the pain is everything seemed quiet until he tackled me to the ground and my heart started to beat faster because all I wanted to do was die because the pain ate me alive.