Misfit toys

marry me

Maya p.o.v
See him hooked up to all these machines made me sick, see the person that I used to think of as a superhero bounds of the bed taking the turn for the worse make me want to cry. I beg for time to have alone with him his mother was skeptical but I can't leave his side and she knew the feeling of loving him and watch him suffer. He had all these crazy wild dreams and this wasn't what he planned but this wasn't want anyone planned no wants to be sick, he was sick but he never let on he wanted everyone to think he was perfectly fine pretending to be okay everyone wanted to believe it I want to believe it, my son wanted to believe it and I can feel as he kick every time his father laid his hand on my stomach. I ran my fingers through my through gold blonde trying to forget about the tears fell down my cheek, Love seems to hurt it seems to sting break every bone in your body loving someone can drive you insane watching them die hurts more. I lay next to him holding his hand as he like their unconscious. I did something and have it done in a long time I prayed and prayed like never before hoping that heard my cries if you haven't before. " dear God wherever however you supposed to start the things off please don't take my best friend because I need him I need him to hold my hand night I know that may seem selfish but it's not because he needs me to leave work like that when he hurts I hurt he's in pain I'm in pain I suffered for him I love him that much that this is killing me softly I know this disease doesn't have a name on it doesn't care age name sex or anything don't let him miss the birth of his son don't take them away just yet or ever for that matter he has so much to live for and I know there's other people who have to deserve to live I'm sorry that they didn't please don't take him to just yet because I know everyone has to die sometime but not yet" I whisper in air there's 1 million stars in the sky it was 1 million wishes but everything came right back to hear I love him I never want to have my heart broken ripped out again truth is you cant choose get hurt but only choose who hurt you and every time I've been hurt before none of them compared to this, compared to loving him to the core of my body and not knowing if he go make it. Now I'm quote that stupid movie laugh have to myself. " God, I bet you think I'm ridiculous" I said to myself " I don't know about God but I think you're pretty darn cute" and I can help the smell the grill my face is his worst weak as he as smile " don't you ever scare me like that, you tell me when you're sick you freak me out I thought I was losing you"he pulled me closer that and wrapping his arm my growing stomach my son kick the living daylights out of me kept kicking " I promise but can you do me a favor? He said he kiss my cheek " whatever you wanna farky" I said as lace my finger his hand " marry me, today really open my eye. Everything is not certain but I know I want you there as my wife no matter what happens I know are young we can't get legally married without parent signature but I play the sick card and we can get married I just want to marry you Maya Penelope hart " he said and my mouth drop up as door open " hey guy can't resist farkle are okay" Riley says she came in the door and he just nodded her " i've been better him I'll make you happiest person in the world she says yes" I couldn't take my eyes off of him as Riley and Lucas this sit by the door. " so yes what I'm confused them is something" Riley said as Lucas put hand over her mouth " I asked Maya to marry me and she was just about to say yes" he said grab my hand " my I might not have enough time to be with you I'm not saying I won't but I'm saying I want to spend the rest of my life with you since 8th grade hell I knew that since I'm on my way laid on you and I love you so much I love this little guy too and I just know I want to be with you guys forever. " I can feel the tears rolling down my eyes with every word he said and my heart stopped for second it is hard to beat fast all I could do was nod my head " yes I marry you I love you I love you so much" I said as I kiss him rough and tender forgetting that Riley and lucas was in the room " whoa baby my best friend's getting married Lucas their getting married wow I never seen that coming." I couldn't help but laugh I missed her voice so much I miss his lips even more as I pulled him back for another kiss.