One Shot (x reader)

Moo Snuckel - Good Enough

(dont play the song yet :3)

[BROCK POV]

"Alright class. Have a nice weekend since it is Fathers Day tomorrow, make sure to hug and say thank you to your father for taking care of you. Goodbye class.. see you tomorrow!" Our favourite english teacher, Mrs Tan, said happily and leave the class. Since this is the last period of the day, everyone quickly pack up and leave the school. I look to my left, where my best friend or my buddy in our class. She looks stunned and i could see some of tears collecting in her beautiful (E/C) eyes. "(F/N)? Are you okay?" I ask worried and she snapped back to reality. "Y-yeah im okay.. lets go home" she said wiping her tears and smile. She is hiding something from me but i don't want to pressure her by asking her.

As usual, i will walk her home first since we stay nearby. Its really an awkward and silent walk. We usually would talk and laugh but something have been bothering her so much. We reach her house and she look at me. "See ya later Brock. Bye" she said smiling, trying hard not to cry or break down infornt of me. Before i go, i hug her tightly and she hug me back. We let go, she went into her house and close the door. I am so worried of her. I wonder what is in her mind right now.

[YOUR POV]

I quickly run up to my room, shut the door, flop on my bed and hug my pillow tightly while i cry. Why must it be that topic? Why!?

--FLASHBACK--

"Who is going to take care of (F/N) now?! She is just 5. Come on please stay!!" I heard my mother shouted and i took peek from my room. My parents are fighting again. "You take care of her alright? Now i will see you soon goodbye" my father said and walk towards the fornt door but my mother stops him. "Stay please! Just stay!" She keeps on repeating it till my father could not take it and slaps her. "I said goodbye!" He shouted, went out and shut the door loudly. I flinched and quickly run to my mother. "Mama?" "Yes baby.. im okay. Now go to bed alright?"

--FLASHBACK END--

It hurts to see my parents fight every single day since i was 5 years old till now. Guess what. My father decided to leave us for good last 7 months and my mother keeps on crying at night. I could see that she love him but it just hurts looking at them acting like this.

*TIME SKIP*

I cried enough. I just couldn't take it anymore. I stand up, run out my house and to a nearby park. I run while crying and sit down on an empty bench. I look up the skies and tears keeps on streaming down my face.

[BROCK POV]

I have to clear my mind about (F/N). I am just so worried our my best friend. I decided to just take a walk at a nearby park to clear my mind. I smile at the wind touching my skin. I heard someone sobbing nearby and i follow the sound. I creep to the sound and saw.. (F/N) crying?! I decided not to go to her yet and listen to her. She took at deep breathe and started singing.

(play the sing now)
[ You - Italics, Brock - Bold ]

"I don't know why he left but he's been gone for seven months
There's a tension in the air that's not so fun
Mom's been losing weight, I can tell she's not okay
I wonder if it's my fault he went away"

Who is this 'he' is she talking about? I thought and listen to her.

"I feel like I'm drowning
I feel like I'm broken
I've been ripped down the middle
I am ripped down the middle
My house is a war zone
My life is a battle
And I'm stuck in the middle
I am stuck in the middle"

Did she just experienced break up or.. no that shouldn't be that.. it occurs in her house so.. gosh i'm so confused.

"Whatever I did, I would take it all back
I'd circle the world to get back what we had
Tell me what must I do to deserve your love
Is there any way I'll ever be good enough?
Is there any way I'll ever be good enough?"

Gosh (F/N) .. you are already good enough. You are prefect.. wait.. am i falling over her?!

[YOUR POV]

"I don't know why he left but I don't think he's coming back
Relationships don't come easy to me
I never learned how to love or how to stay when things get rough
How can you know something you've never seen?
I feel like a hurricane
My heart is breaking
It's been ripped down the middle
I am ripped down the middle
I feel like a lost cause
All I ever do is screw up
Ever since I was little I've been ripped down the middle"

I silently cry and keep on looking up since the skies are beautiful.

"Whatever I did, I would take it all back
I'd circle the world to get back what we had
Tell me what must I do to deserve your love
Is there any way I'll ever be good enough?
Is there any way I'll ever be good enough?"

I look down, at my sleeves and bring it up. Scars are reflected there and i cried more.

"I've spent my life trying to hide all of my weakness from everyone
I try so hard to play the part, cover all my scars
But it's never enough
No it's never enough
Whatever I did, I would take it all back
I'd circle the world for you Mom and Dad"

I break down a little more till i cover my eyes, making a little noise. Luckly there are no one in the park.

"Tell me what must I do to deserve your love
Is there any way I'll ever be good enough?
Is there any way I'll ever be good enough?
Is there anything in this world that I could do?
Is there any way I'll ever be"

Suddenly i heard someone finish my sentence behind and i stood there frozen.

"Maybe you're already
Good enough"

I look behind and it Brock. I break down and he quickly run beside me as i hug him tighter then ever. "Shhh.. calm down (F/N).." he said stroking my hair. I let go of the hug still sobbing and he place both his hands on both sides of my cheek, rubbing away my tears. "Why didn't you tell me? .. about this?" He said and i look down. "I don't want you to care about me too much.. i had this problem since i was little and my father just decided to l-leave us for g-good last 7 m-months." She said and started to break down again. I hug her and let her cry on my shoulders. "It will be okay.. just let it all out, (F/N).." i stroke her hair and she calm herself down. "Hey (F/N).. did it hurt?" "What?" She said wiping her tears and i smile. "When you fall down from heaven." She laugh, choking on her tears and slap my arm. "You are too cheesy!" "Hey (F/N)?.. could i tell you something?" She look at me and nod. "I.. I kinda like you.. no scratch that.. i love you (F/N).." her eyes sparkle and she blushed looking down. "I love you too .. Brock." She whispered and i brought her face up to look into her eyes. "Do you mind to be mine?" She giggled, still some tears streaming down her cheeks and i smile. It feels so good and relieved to see people laugh and smile after they cry. "I don't mind if you are mine baby" she said and kiss me. She pull away and look at me, smiling. "Thank you for putting my ripped heart together again.." i smile while nodding and kiss her forehead.