One Shot (x reader)

IAMWILDCAT - Promise

(I can't find the song.. sowwiee)

[YOUR POV]

Today is the day! I am going to marry the person I love ever since we were childhood. We have fights and break ups but we patched up again and it had been wonderful. I breathe and sit down on my sit, infornt of my dresser, as my make up artist do my make up.

My life is difficult and he change it. I grew up without parents but he is there for me. Everytime. Everyday. Nothing or no one can replace him.

I stand up, wear my beautiful white washed gown and look at the mirror. I smile as I observe every part of the gown to fit on my body perfectly. The maid of honour, that turns out to be my best friend (B/F), approched me and tap on my shoulders. I turn around happily and look at her. She have a sad and worried expression. My face soften and she start to tear up.

"Hey.. whats wrong (B/F)? Don't cry. Who made you cry huh?!"

"I cry for you .."

"W-what does that mean?"

All she did is pass me my phone and told me to talk to him. I put my phone on my ear and said hello.

Its Tyler.

"Hey Tyler?"

"Hey .. erm (F/N).."

"What do you want? Excited to see me!?"

"N-No.. I erm.."

"What?.."

"I.. I'm .."

"Say it out Tyler!"

"I'm not coming for our wedding.. no your wedding.."

"W-What?.. What do you mean m-my wedding? What is this Tyler!?"

"I found someone else.. i'm sorry (F/N).. since the wedding is today and you dont want to be embarrassed that i am not coming, i have someone at the stage, waiting for you. Marry him for me. Promise me that you will forget about me and let all your feelings about me in your heart out. Let go of your feelings towards me no matter what. I am just a friend and a dic for you. I am sorry (F/N).. i will see you soon"

This is so dumb, this is so bad
Gotta be numb to miss you like that
Lifting me up, letting me fall
Fuck with my head, like it's nothing all
You were my sun, you were my Earth
I was your best, and you were my worst
Breaking my heart one piece at a time
Well here's a piece of my mind, yeah

"Baby please don't leave me! Tyler! Tyler! Hello?!" I called out but he ended the call. That's when i realise, i am broke down crying on the floor while (B/F) hug me. "(F/N).. we have to go out now.. the wedding is still on remember? We can't let the guest waiting.. we have to go" (B/F) begged and i just have no choice but go. Since i have no father to walk me down the aisle, (B/F) will be walking down with me.

You don't know what it is you do to me
Yeah you stole my heart
And all I have is a hole where it used to be
And the hardest part is
Now you've got some substitute for me
But he's not the one
You don't know what it is you do to me
Yeah you leave me numb
Yeah you leave me numb, numb

I breathe, clutching on (B/N) arm as the doors open, revealing everyone that is waiting and the one i had to marry. (B/F) say some smoothing words to me and i forced a smile to everyone, especially the one i had to marry to and he is

Evan.

I could see that he is forced to marry me by Tyler. I could see that he forced a smile for me. I sigh and look at him, as if he is the one.

Losing my mind, losing control
Swallow my pride, you swallow me whole
Smile on my face, to cover my hurt
Spent so much time but what was I worth
Unbroken heart, I'm taping it up
Cross in my hand, mistaken for love
Nails in my back that don't mean a thing
They ain't yours, they ain't yours

*FEW DAYS LATER*

You don't know what it is you do to me
Yeah you stole my heart
And all I have is a hole where it used to be
And the hardest part is
Now you've got some substitute for me
But he's not the one
You don't know what it is you do to me
Yeah you leave me numb, numb
Yeah you leave me numb, numb

It hurts to see that Evan is trying his hard time to help me up when i broke down in tears. I don't know why does he still want to stay and agree to marry me.

Numb
I got trapped off in a black box
Lit from the matchbox in your rage
You said we are a merely players
Who still act off of the stage
I kept begging you to stay like "baby please don't leave me
Know you don't like fall but what's one more season?"

Tyler found his and married to her the next day after my wedding. I forced a smile for him. At least he is happy. The lucky girl is Kelly. She is beautiful and i hope she will take care of Tyler properly.

And I dream on you getting your plot and your scheme on
And I just be here with my jeans on
He love me he love me no he don't
Cause you made me feel like the night before Christmas
Love is a crime and I'm stuck in your prison
Far as you want, baby, I go the distance
If you numb and I'm numb then what is we feeling?

Evan and I talked. I promised him that i won't break down and but he insist. He told me that its was alright and he will stay by my side always. He is such a gentleman.

You don't know what it is you do to me
Yeah you stole my heart
And all I have is a hole where it used to be
And the hardest part is
Now you've got some substitute for me
But he's not the one
You don't know what it is you do to me
Yeah you leave me numb, numb
Yeah you leave me numb, numb

At the end, I had to accept that Evan as my husband, he is now mine and had to accept that Tyler have someone else. Furthermore, Kelly is now pregnant. So am I. With Evans' baby .. not his. Evan is glad that i moved on and i felt good.

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But there is a tiny bit about him is still trapped in my heart. I can't let it out.

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I am sorry Tyler.. I broke the promise..

[No joke.. i find this one shot suck. Im sorry if it is. I tried!]