One Shot (x reader)

Vanossgaming - Before October's Gone

(dont play the song yet :3)

(S/Y/H) - Someone you hate (must be a girl)

[YOUR POV]

"Come on (F/N).. Cheer up. I knew it that he is not worth it. Please stop acting like this. Its been forever you have locked yourself in the house." My brother, Tyler, said as he sigh and sit beside me on my bed, joining me looking outside my window, admiring the snow. "I know its hard when you would hear his voice when i am recording but please don't keep on doing this to yourself." He said and i sigh, laying my head on his shoulders. "Your brother is right.. listen to him alright? We are really worried about you.." My oldest sister said, Syaq, as she sit on the floor facing me. Basically, we are having like a 'sister-brother' meeting.

I have been acting like this since i broke up with him. I leave him for good 2 months ago, or October. Since then, i have not eat properly, not talking much and most of all, not going out anymore. I locked myself in my room, reflecting what happen 2 months ago. "Furthermore, you don't even told us what happen. Please tell us at least? So we could understand.." Syaq said and smile softly. I feel tears streaming down my salty cheeks and close my eyes. All those moment i love is now gone. I take a deep breathe and told them what happen.

(Play the song :3)

Our phone calls got shorter
And the nights they got longer
You stopped replying
And I saw you with her
You tell me you miss me
I feel special for a second
But then you turn around and show me that you didn't meant it

--FLASHBACK--

Gosh school is so tiring. Furthermore, its September and i am going to graduate soon! Finally i can move in with him! Yes! I took out my phone and see that he have left me a voicemail. I smile at it and play it.

"Hey baby girl. I miss you so much! I hope you are good and fine there! I can't wait for you to be with me forever! Yay .. do call me back once you recieve this. Bye! I love you baby girl!"

I laugh at the adorable-ness of his voice. I smile and call him.

--FLASHBACK END--

I listen to your voicemail from last September
And I bet that you don't remember leaving it
But it's all I got
My last piece of you

--FLASHBACK--

"Hey (F/N).. im sorry to say this but i heard that your boyfriend is going out with a girl.. is it true?" My best friend said and i look at her/him weirdly. "Nah .. i think its just rumors" i said smiling and walk home with her/him. I trust him and i know he wont do that.

--FLASHBACK END--

Maybe sometimes things just have to end
Maybe sometimes there's just no explaining it
Woah
But you could've let me know
You'd be moving on before October's gone

--FLASHBACK--

I went to his house to eat dinner and we talk about a lot of things. "You know, (S/Y/H) .. she helped me this morning and she is nice. You should meet her" he said while munching on his meal. He have been talking about (S/Y/H). I don't care if he talk about her because i don't want to think anything about it because i trust him.

--FLASHBACK END--

I heard all the rumors
I didn't want to believe it
You barely mentioned her once
I didn't think anything of it
Sitting there on my driveway
Said you could listen to me all night
Now you're the boy who never meant it
And I'm just the girl who "took it all the wrong way

Now I'm lost here
It's mid-December
And you made it official with her
I was naive, you never wanted me
Tell me why'd you do this to me?

--FLASHBACK--

"Why her!?" I shouted. I saw him kissing at the park with (S/Y/H). "(F/N).. its just nothing." He keep on repeating it and i sigh out of frustration. "Fine i will tell you the truth. I am together with her. Happy!?" He shouted and glare at me. Tears start to run down my face as i grab my suitcase that i packed a moment ago and leave his house.. without any last words from him.

--FLASHBACK END--

Maybe sometimes things just have to end
Maybe sometimes there's just no explaining it
Woah
But you could've let me know
You'd be moving on before Octobers gone

On that October night when I let you go
You didn't even try to make me stay, no
I didn't know that you could be so cold
Like the Minnesota snow

--FLASHBACK--

I ran away from his house and to a nearby playground where we first met. Tears keep on streaming down my face. I knew that that will happen but i didnt listen. He cheated on me.. He didnt even tried stopping me from leaving him. I trusted him. I thought he love me? Maybe my friends and my siblings are right. He is not worth it .. why do i care!?

--FLASHBACK END--

Somehow I always knew we'd end up this way
And I hope you feel happy someday
I just wanted you to open up to me
But now that's on the list of things you never did

Maybe sometimes things just have to end
Maybe sometimes there's just no explaining it

--FLASHBACK--

Its December.. i locked myself in my room, keep on listening to the voice mail you sent me. It was sweet and i love you.. but now, you don't care about me. I just wish my brother, Tyler, could stop playing with him but they are friends. Why is life so hard?

--FLASHBACK END--

But you could've let me know
You'd be moving on
You'd be moving on
You'd be moving on before Octobers gone

"Please move on (F/N).. i know that you can.." Syaq said leaving the room and Tyler pat my back. Both of them leave my room, close the door and i grab my pillow, hugging it tight while tears streaming down my face.

"I miss you Evan.."