One Shot (x reader)

DaithiDeNogla - Let It Go

No.. not the frozen song XD

Dont play the song yet <3
Song: Let It Go - James Bay

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[YOUR POV]

Raining plus crying is great right?

I look at my engagement ring as tears kept on flowing down my cheek.

How could he?

"(Y-Y/N).. please.."

"What do you want?"

"Im sorry! It just.. slipped out of my mouth! Please forgive me dear.. i love you"

-----{ FLASHBACK }-----

"Love? Can i talk to you for a minute or so?"

"Sure. Whatsup dear?"

"You have been recording and editing and i just feel like you worked to hard and i just think if you could .. you know.. take a break for a day from youtube?"

"What do you mean? I have to upload this for my fans."

"What about your health?"

"I dont care.." he stated and went back to editing.

"What about me?" I raised my voice a little and he just stop everything. He stood up and look at me.

"Maybe.. i dont care too" he stated and i could see that he snapped and frown. Tears started to form in my eyes and i look down.

"A-Alright then.. just go on. Im sorry for asking"

With that, i ran out of the house while he tried to call me back.

To be honest, this is not the first time we fought but that is the first time he told me that he didnt care about me.

All this while, he didnt care.. he lied?

-----{ FLASHBACK END }-----

I didnt replied him back. I ignored him.

I just let my tears flow and avoid eye contact with him.

I love him.

Cared about him.

And this is what i get?

"(Y/N).. answer me! Please!" He begged and i cover my mouth to avoid me from sobbing loudly.

The incident between us is just replying in my head alot of times and it hurts me so badly. It feels like it is stabbing me a couple of times.

All i hear is a sigh and some things moving...

Next time i hear is..

Guitar playing.

Play the song now <3

From walking home and talking loads
To seeing shows in evening clothes with you
From nervous touch and getting drunk
To staying up and waking up with you

But now we're slipping at the edge
Holding something we don't need
All this delusion in our heads
Is gonna bring us to our knees

-----{ FLASHBACK }-----

"You look beautiful (Y/N).."

"You are not bad yourself love" i said, smiling and started walking with him to park. He wanted to hang out with me. Just friends? Right?

He stopped walking and look at me, while holding hands.

"(Y/N).. I know this is such a common place people would do this but i dont care. The real thing is that, you are just the most beautiful, caring, funniest and lovely person i ever met. We have been friends for 3 years and i wanted to break down that friendship wall. I dont even understand what i just said but (Y/N), will you become my girlfriend?"

-----{ FLASHBACK END }-----

From throwing clothes across the floor
To teeth and claws and slamming doors at you
If this is all we're living for
Why are we doing it, doing it, doing it anymore

I used to recognize myself
It's funny how reflections change
When we're becoming something else
I think it's time to walk away

-----{ FLASHBACK }-----

"How could you?!"

"(Y/N) Im sorry! She was the one who forced me!"

"Yeah sure your ex forced you to do that"

"(Y/N).. where are you going?"

"My house.."

"Please dont leave me!!"

I quickly take my bad and start to stuff my stuff but stopped by him.

"Listen. Please do not leave me. Just please. I will not let the happen again. I love you. And to prove this." He got on his knees and took out a black box.

"Will you marry me?"

-----{ FLASHBACK END }-----

Trying to fit your hand inside of mine
When we know it just don't belong
There's no force on earth
Could make me feel right, no

Whoa

Trying to push this problem up the hill
When it's just too heavy to hold
Think now's the time to let it slide

So come on let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me

Everything that's broke
Leave it to the breeze
Let the ashes fall
Forget about me

"(Y/N).. please?" He said, coming towards me.

"David.. j-just leave me alone.."

"I know im a bad person (Y/N).. but please, i could change!"

I sigh, walking towards him and look at him, straight in the eye.

"Just.. leave. Go away from my life. I never wanna see you again." I whispered as I took out our engagement ring, place it in his hands.

I turn around, ignoring David that is calling out my name.

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I didnt even realise I was crossing the road until i heard a vehicle screeching and..

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Everything i see is darkness.

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GUYS IM LACKING OF IDEAS FOR FUTURE ONESHOT ;~; HALP!

Sooo im gonna let requests open. Just comment down:

- Who want the reader to be with (eg. Evan x Reader)
- Any music needed?
- Sad or happy oneshot?
- Both reader and (choice of youtuber) are children / teens / adult ?

Plweaseee halp XD

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