Freedom [Complete, 18+]

CHAPTER 11: WAKING UP TO A NIGHTMARE

Familiar feeling of arms wrapped tightly around me greeted me as I woke and I let out a quite groan as I dragged myself from my deep sleep. I snuggled deeper into Matt's embrace but upon doing so I noticed that something felt slightly different though I couldn't quite put my finger on it so I put it to the back of mind. 

I blushed when I felt him poking me in the small of my back, having been spooning me from behind with his breath on my neck. It brought back the similar situation in the hospital bed and I blushed even further as I considered what could happen seen as how he had professed his love to me since then; unbelievable as it was. More confident that I wouldn't just gain a certain rejection, I pushed further back, rotating slowly at first but then more persistently. Gaining a reaction almost instantly, the arms around me constricted, holding me even closer ensuring that there was not a millimetre of space between our bodies. His hands then moved over my stomach before one dropped down and I froze as he pressed my nether region even closer to his enlarged member whilst the other migrated to my breast, squeezing gently. 

Shocked beyond belief, I couldn't move. This was all happening way too fast. As much as I liked Matt I just wasn't ready yet. I opened my mouth to make Matt stop but I was halted by words being panted into my ears that sent alarm bells bellowing. 

"Yeah baby, that's it. I knew you always wanted me. Oh shit you feel so gooood..." a vaguely familiar voice moaned out. A voice that definitely didn't belong to Matt, but rather reminded me of my past. 

Flashbacks from when I was nine rushed through my mind and I struggled against him even more; trying to get away from the man who ruined the innocence of childhood. My childhood was never normal, lacking loving present parents, but the myth of the world being a safe place and full of love was finally destroyed in that one moment. I felt dirty as my struggling only seem to excite him more. 

"That's it baby, urg," he grunted, his large hands becoming rougher. 

My struggling only made the situation worse since it added friction to the situation and every time I managed to get some distance no matter how slight, he would slam me back towards him, humping me like some dog. 

"Oh yeah! This is so much better than just watching, those videos don't do your touch any justice. I love you baby and you're all mine now," he whispered his promise into my ear.

Revolted and whimpering, I stopped trying to get away as it just added to his pleasure and instead tried desperately to pull his hands away whilst repeatedly screaming at him to get off. Not to any surprise he didn't listen though. 

"Aww baby don't be like that. Stop playing with me now because I know you want me as much as I want you. I've been really patient as you've been asleep for hours but I waited, letting you sleep, since it seemed as if you needed the rest. Don't you think I deserve something for being so good? Hmmm, baby..." he probed as he began to kiss up and down my neck leaving a trail of his slobber before I managed to jerk my head away. 

His hand gripped deeper into my side no doubt leaving bruises but he loosened immediately when I winced, muttering apology after apology. 

"I can give you anything baby, you want it and I'll get it for you. Just name it. Please...I want to make you happy," he added whilst breathing heavily into my ear, still moving his hips. I shuddered from his touch and words and attempted to pull out of his hold once more, useless though it was. Before this nightmare started I never realised how pathetically weak I was.

"Stop that now! Stop moving away from me." He yanked my head around and forced his lips onto mine and when I gasped in shock he eagerly plunged his tongue deep into my mouth. I wanted to gag as he roamed the inside of my mouth; seeking where no one else had gone before. I felt so incredibly stupid as all I could think about was how he stole my first kiss. When he finally released the pressure on the back of my head and moved off of my lips, I resorted to begging.