It was hard to come back to my senses. This was all so overwhelming. I saw the person I once loved, hated and missed.
And I saw him kill... Kill lives.
While i'm trying my best to save lives.
No matter how hard I tried It was hard for me to accept him and his behaviour.
Nobody has enough power to decide whether someone lives or dies.
Although my heart cried missing him. I knew he's not feeling the same way. I knew I won't ever come back him. It was way to late to return things back to the way they were.
I cried as my hands trembled. It was hard to catch my breath. I was always bad with seeing deaths. I tried my best to hold back my tears to not let them see my weak side. And I did, I only let them out when I was all alone.
I sat down at the cold concrete and looked up at the sky, hoping that there's answers for my endless questions.
Why does the moon always look so lonely when there's so many stars surrounding it... It's always longing for the sun. But they can never be together. It's the rule of the nature. Only at eclipse... The rare event when something impossible happens.
Will we be able to eclipse?
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I was always trying to protect Zhan from my problems. But instead I ended up hurting him... And myself as well.
Am I doing the right thing? What if I listened to him and went through the hardship together?
No.
What I did is definitely right. It's more reassuring that they won't come for him. I can't take risks.
Plus it's to late to regret or rethink.
It's already the end for us.
And the end of me. But there's a strange thought that keeps popping up in my head. It's wrong... But I like it.
I want revenge.
I want to protect Zhan.
I want to free myself.
But this might get more blood on hands. But why worry when i'm already drenched from the head to the toes.
Jin Guangshan will pay for all of this.
Thank you for readinggg!! I do plan on making this an angsty ff. If you can't take this much drama you can read my other ffs! They are more softer and fluffier 💕💕
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