Honkai Impact Fanfic(Oc)

Chapter 68

Kotaro's POV

I sat up on the bed and felt my body slightly in pain from not moving for a while.

But other than that I was fine, almost as if I never had any complications.

I looked to my side as there she was clutching my hand firmly.

She was still warm and the slight rise and fall of her back showed that she was still alive.

No it would be more accurate to say that her body is alive but....it's empty.

Sil doesn't exist anymore.

Gently prying my hand away from her, I sat at the edge and covered my face with my hands.

I was ashamed.

Why....

Why did I agree to it?

What was the point?

It would be fine if I didn't do anything.

The world would still be saved...

Kiana would eventually return anyway....

Sil would have enjoyed her life...

Why....

I clenched my hands hard enough to pierce my skin and the blood dripped from my hands to the cold white floor.

The dripping seemed echo in the completely white room.

I was not sure if it was my own mind or the blood which made the sound.

I took away her chance to live normally.

And for what? To enjoy some more time on this planet?

Why?....

Damn it...Damn it! Damn it all!

GODDAMMIT!

WHY?!

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING?

WHY AM I DOING THIS?

SOMEBODY ANSWER ME!!

WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?
WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?
WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY?
WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

....

The only answer I received was the slow breathing of the empty body of my partner and the blood dripping out of my hands.

I punched my head hard enough to spit out blood.

'Minor wounds detected. Activating Regeneration.'

I punched again.

'Regenerating.'

Again.

'Regen.....'

Agai-

Enough.

I'm wasting time here wallowing in self pity.

What's done is done.