The man with the guitar in his hands❤️🎸{ThomasRaggi}

23.

What about...
What about me..
What about you..
What about us...

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I know you love me..

I know you loved me..

I know you still love me..

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Is this..

Is this my...

Is this my dream..

Is this what i've been dreaming of..

Is this...

What i've been dreaming of?..

Dreaming...

Dreaming of  a life..

A life..

A life with you...

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When it comes to love..

When it comes to love..

I never felt..

I never felt love..

Only with..

I only felt love with you..

When i was..

With you..

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The truth..

What if i tell the truth..

What if i tell the truth about how i feel...?

What if i lied..

What if i lied about how i feel..?
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would you belive me?...

Would you still belive if i ..

If i spoke the truth..

Or i if i told you a lie..

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I still look..

I still loom for you..

I still look for you everyday..

Every second of the day..

Every minute..of the day

I still look for you..

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But i can't find you..

I can't find you anymore..

I wish i could..

Oh i wish i could..

I could  find you..

today.

tomorrow..

But i can't ..

Not anymore..

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'Bellaa what are you doing??..'

'Writing why??..'

'You wanna go out it's nice and sunny outside..'

'N-no.. i am not in the mood now dami..'

'Hey what's wrong? Did you cry??'

'N-no..'

'Bella..?'

'Leave me alone..'

'No i am not leaving you alone untill you tell me what's wrong..'

'There is nothing wrong..'

'Yes there is now tell me..'

'Dami.. i don't wanna talk about it okay??..'

'Bella.. i am your boyfriend you can tell me everything..'

'But this.. i can't ..'

'Okay.. it's fine but please can you stop crying?.. i hate it when someone i love is crying..'

'O-okay..

'It's okay bella i am here..it's okay..'

'I am sorry..'

'Don't be sorry ... bella'

'Okay..'

*a couple of minutes later*

Why do i always lie about how i feel?? I mean i am human i have feellings i wanna talk about my feelling unless when it comes to people i love not so much..i just don't wanna bother anyone.. with my problems..

'So now tell me bella why did you cry today??..'

'Dami we talked about this..'

'Well i wanna talk about it again..'

Says the boy with the bleached hair who's sitting next to me on the couch

'okay.. well i just.. missed someone...'

'Who??'

'I don't wanna tell who it is.. it's just that this person he hurted me alot but he also loved me..'

'okay? So that was the reason you cried?'

'Yes.. i just miss that person..

'Bella you can tell me who it is okay i am not gonna jugde you'

'Well my dad...'

'Your dad..'

'Yes he passed away..a couple of years ago it's been 4years now and i just had a bad day..that's all.'

'Well next time you can come and talk to me okay? I love you and i want you to talk about these things with me..  i am here for you..'

'yes i will..'

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Enjoy.<33