The way that it should have been

Chapter 33

Abe left a little later and said that he would be bringing the jewelry for both Roza and Zoya with him when he came back.

'My God, this day had taken such a devastating turn sooo quickly. And all because some psychotic zhopa royal wanted to hurt my sestra for a bunch of bred sivoy kebaya that was out of her yeblya control. The crazy ublyudok!!!' Was the very next thought that passed through my mind. (ass, sister, bullshit, fucking, bastard)

(DPOV)

I fell asleep holing Roza moya that day. When I woke up the next morning Roza was having a nightmare. (my)

"Roza, detka wake up." I gently shook her, and I had to keep doing that for several minutes before she finally woke up. (baby)

Once she was fully awake and finally calmed down, I asked her, "do you want to tell me what you were dreaming about?"

"We were attacked by a large group of strigoi, and you were turned. I tried to protect you but there were just soooo damn many of them." She started sobbing and she continued to sob and sob and sob.

It took over half an hour for me to calm her down and for her to get herself back under control. And when she did, she stood up and walked away from me.

Without looking at me she said, "Dimitri, I want you to take Tasha's offer. I want you as far away from me as possible and I don't want you to ever come back."

'Has she lost her mat' blya mind?!!!' I asked myself. (mother fucking)

"Roza..."

She turned back to face me.

"No. I have changed my mind; I don't love you like I thought I did." I heard her voice crack when she told me that lie. I also quickly and easily noticed that she was looking past me and at the wall behind me when she said it.

"So please, when we get back to the academy just pack your things and go."

She turned away from me again. But because of the way that she turned and the position of the mirror on my dresser, I could still see her face. And thanks to that, I could see that she was trying, with everything in her, not to cry.

She was actually biting her lip and squeezing her eyes shut trying to stop her tears from falling. But I could see her shoulders and her tightly clenched fists shaking and her bottom lip quivering.

'Crazy woman. Did she really think that I didn't know what she was doing? That I didn't know that she was trying her best to put distance between us. Physical, emotional, and mental distance between us just to protect me.' I thought to myself.

Silly woman, silly silly woman, like that would have ever worked. I mean if I hadn't been absolutely sure of how she feels about me it might have worked. But I don't really think that it would have because I knew her too well for that to happen. I am too secure in our love for each other. I got up out of bed, walked over to her, grabbed her by her hips and spun her around to face me. But by now her tears had already fallen.

"What are you going to do Roza, push everyone that loves you away just to try to keep us all safe? Are you going to live your life alone for the rest of your life?"

Looking at my chest she started shaking her head and said, "Dimitri, I don't lo..."

"Yes, you do. Detka I can see it in your eyes and the tears on your cheeks. You love me just as much today as you did yesterday, and the day before that and the day before that and the week before that and the month before that. I am not stupid dorogaya moya, I know exactly what you are doing or what you are trying to do anyway." (baby, my darling)