Failed Relief

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I tried to swallow the pills
I couldn't do it
I threw them up into the sink
I'm going to need more soon
So I started to cry
Why can't I end it?
There is no reason to keep living.
I grabbed the razor blade
I held it to my scar covered wrist
I couldn't see through my tears
This has happened before
Trying to find relief,
But failing
So I resort to cutting
Creating more scars
More released blood
More pain
This pain will have to do for now
I hope I won't be found
Not till I'm ready anyway...

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