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Opening her eyes slowly , breathing heavily Emma felt something heavy on her body.she blinking her eyes Emma cleared her vision. And in speed of light the memory of last night flashed in front of her eyes. And new fresh tears made its way in her eye . Trail after trail tears flowed down her cheeks. She didn't move from her place. She was lying beneath him like a corpse. She didn't care to move him off her body as she was dead. 

He was still on top of her sleeping.his face was on her breasts. She could hear his snores.she laid down there for few minutes numb. When she came back to her senses. She tried to remove him off her.but couldn't as every inch of her body had no strength.struggling she managed herself to push him off her body. She looked at him who was peacefully sleeping after runing her. And more tears flowed down her cheeks.she was filled with fear that she didn't dare to make noices of her crying. In fear of he would wake up hearing her cry and again do that inhuman act with her.keeping her hand on her mouth she sobbed hysterically. Sitting on bed . Her body was covered with thier cum and sweat.that made her feel  disgust of her own.

Without thinking anything she tried to run towards the bathroom to clean herself.she felt like she would die if she styed for even for minute like this. But failed miserably when her whole body felt immense pain. And most pain in her lower region. Her whole body was brusied with his teeth marks and nails .with great difficulty she climbed down the bed and tried to walk.but immediately fell on the floor when her legs didn't support her. She sat on the floor resting her back to the bed and again cried immensely on her condition.

Taking the support of the wall and furniture in the room she somehow walked up to the bathroom. She closed the door and stood infront the shower . Opening the knob.she let that warm water drench her whole body. All the time she was like dead body who was just breathing and walking.

She took the shower jell and started rubbing her whole body violently in order to get rid of those filthy marks.she rubbed untill her whole body turned red , she felt like need to get rid of those marks , she was desparate that she didn't even cared that the blood oozed from her bruises. She didn't feel any pain.

How would she . When her heart was paining the most. Because she felt ruined. Her body , her soul was ruined.her dignity her virtue was trained by him in most brutal and inhuman way.

Finally not able to control on her emotions.she broke down into tears .she let her emotions out . She cried , screamed loudly under the shower.

" AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"

" WHYYY ? WHYYY? WHYYY?"

she thrashed her legs and hands violently under the shower while screaming..she let her all pain out while crying. She was crying violently white more aggressive tears flowed through her eyes.

Two hours passed . Emma was still sitting under the shower like dead body.the water was flowing down her body continuously. After calming herself she slowly got up with the support of wall.she dried her body with towel while struggling.putting on her clothes.she slowly came out of the bathroom only to find he was still sleeping on the bed on his back .his face was on other side. That relived Emma as she didn't want to see the face of her tormentor her rapist.who tainted her soul with his inhuman act . 

But again the memory flashed in her mind and she couldn't help but cry . Again those tears made its way to blur her vision.she clutched the knob of the bathroom door in fear.she didn't want to stay in this palce even for a second. She felt suffocated standing at the same place as her rapist.breatging in same air as his.she looked outside the window and found that it was evening.she was unconscious since yesterday night and morning .

Without thinking anything Emma left that place without passing a glance to him with her teary eyes.

Emma was walking aimlessly on the streets like robot .she didn't know where to go and ahe didn't even care . As one thing she was sure she couldn't live now. She couldn't live with the fact that she was ruined. She just hoped that someone would crush her under his car without thinking anything.she would engulf her death happily. She didn't want to live anymore.

She walked , walked and walked her feet were aching by walking for hours but she didn't stop untill she reached at bridge.she was standing at the starting point of the bridge.which was built over big river.

No cars or people could be seen on the bridge or nearby as it was already late in night. 

Emma emotionlesely walked further after reaching upto the middle of it . She tried to stand on the fence and got successful . clutching the railing of that metal fence she looked down at the water.  

She had fear of deep water. She always feard of deep oceans and sees . But now looking at that deep river below the bridge Emma felt no fear in her mind. Infact a sad smile broke on her face .. she was happy because finally she was going to free from all the miseries of her life. Finally she was going to a place where no one would bother her. Finally she would meet her parents in heaven.tears steamed down her eyes with that thought.  Finally there would be no one who would cage her anymore, who would Blackmail anymore finally she was going away from this cruel World.

Faces of Mr and Mrs Lee and Hannah's flaseh in front of eyes. She smiled bitterly remembering them . She would miss them and they would miss her too.she knows it.

Looking up to the sky she witnessed moon was hiding behind the clouds .the moon who was her best friend since childhood.the moon who had witnessed her every stage of life till now .but now he was hiding behind those clouds perhaps he didn't want to see her now .he didn't want to witness her, taking her own life . 

She smiled sadly looking at the moon .

Again looking at that deep river she wiped her tears and spoke.

" I'm sorry mom dad"( Mr and Mrs Lee) Hannah .i hope you forgive me for this.

I wish happenines for all of you ''

'' i know you will miss me , Don't worry i will miss you too . I will always see you From the sky " 

" I'm.comig mom and dad"

With that Emma was about to jump off the bridge but stopped when she heard someone's screaming.

Another proof that I'm really a night 🦉😂