HIS VICIOUS LOVE

his new determination

Sitting on his black leather chair. His focus was not on the laptop which was in front off him rather his mind was clouded my may thoughts . He leaned back on his chair and roamed his fingers through his hair.again a frustrating growl erupted from his mouth.he couldn't foucus on anything just because of that enchantress who had been ruling his mind now days .he was garavitating towards her like a bees attract towards the the flower.

Now days Emma's face wouldn't leave his mind.all day he would think about her . Her angelic face , kind nature ,love towards his parents was making him thinking again on his decision. Was he doing right by caging her in his so called revenge? Or is Emma really innocent ? Maybe someone has really framed her in all these? 

After realising his feelings towards her , he knew one thing he was becoming extremely possesive for her.and his possession was blooming into new feeling.

All day just one thought would run into his mind that he wants to be with her no matter what.

He felt peace whenever he see her laughing with someone but at the same time sadness overpowere that peace when he realises the reason of her laugh was not him. 

After marriage he neve saw her laughing because of him let alone laugh she never even smiled because of him . He had always been a reason of her pain , cry mad sadness. Then how he expects that she would smile towards him willingly. But now things had changed he wants to be the reason of her happiness . He wants to be the reason of her laugh . And the why does he want that ? He didn't know. He would do anything just to make her smile.

He knew what he was feeling about her it was now not only possesivenes it was something new that he had never felt.

Something that would made his heart beat more faster whenever he found her close to him.  He felt peace whenever she wa around him . And he wanted to engulf that peace forever. but she would always evade his advances ,his efforts,to get closer to her by deliberately staying away from him . She would try to avoid him as mucb as she could and he knew her every tactics. That's why he would try to be close to her by making any excuse.

And those excluses were silly that made him laugh how could he even think somthing like that.he remember one day he had asked her to sleep on the bed and as usual got negetive response.but he was also adamant and found way to make her sleep on the same bed with him.

He deliberately in middle of the night started screaming and crying that disturbed her sleep.when Emma woke up she saw that he was screaming and crying in his sleep which was fake . And she having kind hear went to help him . She sat beside him and rubbed her soft hands on his face and shoulder to molify him. And him being a advantage seeker grabbed that opportunity and made her sleep with him saying that he couldn't sleep alone as he had very bad nightmare and reluctantly she agreed to sleep with him. He smiled proudly seeing her sleeping beside him soundly.

Next day he was the first to wake up and found thier tangled bodies under the sheet.. she was sleeping on his chest her half body was on him. and his legs were tangled around hers.her steady and slow breathing on his chest made tingling sensation in his stomach.that was one of the best morning for him.

He made this excuse that he was having very scary nightmares these days and asked her to sleep with him .

But his excuse didn't work long, as Emma later never agreed to sleep with him.she clearly told him that If he wants to sleep with someone for comfort them find other person.and that made his mouth shut and also made him  drop that idea. He didn't want to sleep with other person. The thought made him feel cringe.

Second time he had  faked his injury just to get touched by her.as she had never touched him willingly.

He would  use may excuse to be with her.her calming fragrance would make him drown more towards her. She smells like Jasmine and Lily . Which would calm his senses.

After thinking for may days ,and realising his feelings.he decided one thing . He decided to give her chance.he decided to give this marriage a chance.he decided to work on this marriage.he decide to turn her hate for him into the new feeling that was feeling nowadays. He wanted to feel her same feeling that he was feeling. He knew he had done many cruel things with her.and now he was ready to compensate. 

He was ready to fill the gap between them that he had created by his animalistic behaviour.he would do anything to change her feelings for him.he was ready to do anything. He knew it would not be easy to win her heart . To gain her respect again.but he was ready to accept this new challenge.he would have to work hard for it but he would not back off until he gets successful.he would win her.

And he knew how to Win her .how to win her heart.he would have to spend some time alone with her.where there would not be any disturbance between them . 

A smile broke on his face when he realised what he is going to do next.  To spend time with her alone.he decided to take her to her favorite destination .it would be small trip where he would spend some alone time with her.which would help him to get closer to her .to know her more . And to win her heart.

Switzerland .

He would take her to Switzerland. It was her favourite destination .she always wanted to go there . This would be his frist step to win her.

With smiling face and determination he started planning everything . 

 
 

Just small update because sleep was fary away from my eyes 😂 any thoughts about this .