HIS VICIOUS LOVE

searching her

Jungkook reached to the place where the tracker was indicating the location of  her. He  desparately saw on his phone that red dot which was indicating that her location was near somewhere. After few minutes reaching up to the exact location. He was impatiently looking all around the place only in hope that he could see her . But all the place was surrounded by the unknown faces . There were some local people who came there for fishing in the morning.

His eyes desparately dared here and there the tracker was pointing just right the place where he was standing then why wasn't he able saw her.while searching impatiently his eyes fell on her necklace which was just lying on that muddy surface of the bank of the river.

His legs involuntary took him there.his eye filled with water expecting the worst scenario . 

" She was nowhere to be seen , and her necklace was lying there ."

His heart didn't want to accept that thought but his mind was dominating to accept the fear. 

" She gave up on her life . "

His eyes accumulated with fresh tears . His heart cleanched in his chest . The fear was visible all over his face . He was stiff with that thought. She gave up on her life , because of him . Because he did that inhuman act to her. She left him for forever. His was standing there without moving with her necklace in his hand . As if a sudden trauma hit him.. his eyes were shading tears. He looked miserable.

The people around him were passing him wierd glances seeing him standing like a statue. He didn't want to accept the fact that she did suiside because of him . Now how would he face mr.lee who gave him his daughter's hand only in a hope that he would keep her safe . Only in a hope that her husband would not let any harm near her. Only in hope that her husband would keep her always happy.only in hope that her husband would fulfill all her wishes.

But here what did he always do to her. He violated all the vows he took in wedding. Instead of giving her respect, he humiliated her. Instead of keeping her happy, he tormented her, he only gave her pain . Instead of fulfilling her wishes he caged her like animal and treat her like one. Now he was regretting all those things he did to her.

There is saying that .

" You know the worth of person when they leave you forever"

Same was happening with jungkook.he was missing her, regretting all those things that he had done. But would his regret Bring her back now. 

How would he face his parents. ? Who were proud of him . How would he face his Hyungs ? How would they react after knowing that the person whom they loved , cherished , pampered since he was a kid now turned into monster,a rapist who forced himself on his wife. A murder because of him his wife took her life..

Yes he was considering himself as murder of her. Unknowingly he was behind in her suside.only if he had controlled his rage nothing would like this have happened.

Composing himself. He straightened his posture . Shrugging off those negetive thoughts. He decided to search her in that place.  It could be possible that she would have dropped this necklace. He would look for her. She would be fine. Nothing like he had been thinking would have happened. She must be safe. She was just angery and in pain that's why she left his place.

He was consoling himself. With new hope in his heart . He started searching her in that place . He looked everywhere , he asked every person there showing her picture In his phone about her. But only got negetive response.

Hours passed he was still searching her . He left no stone unturned to look for her.  His body was giving up.his energy was on verge of finish. His muscles felt stiff to him.

Yet he didn't give up .he decided that he would serach her at other place.

With firm determination of finding her . He left that place and reached upto the bridge. He was walking over the bridge impatiently. When he heard the whispering of people who were passing by .

" Did you hear, last night my neighbour saw a young woman jumped off this bridge"

" The new spread like a fire all over . Don't know why people take thier lives . Why don't they try to face all the problems in their lives"

A man spoke disappointed. 

Jungkook's feet halted on his position.he went stiff . The thing that he didn't want to accept was finally hit him like a stone on his body .his heart beast accelerated in immense fear. A Tera run down his cheek.his heart didn't want to accept that thing. He wasn't ready to face this.

" He  was going to help her when he saw that a man jumped off the bridge to help her . So he went to gather others to help them , but when he returned he saw that man saved that woman and was taking her towards his car.  And by the time they reach to that man for help . He had already gone"

The first one narrated the incidence to the disappointed man . 

Hearing that news jungkook's racing heart calmed a bit . He didn't know if they were really talking about her of someone else .but for him  ,if that woman was Emma and she was saved by that mam. 

Then he would be more happy . He would not forget that man' Ever in his life . He would give him anything he wants. But just one thought running in his mind emma should be safe..

So without thinking anything he marchent towards those men who were walking minding thier own business. He stopped them in middle and immediately took out his phone . Showing her picture to then he asked desperately.

" You were talking about the women who jumped off the bridge last that . Just look at this picture..was that woman looking like her ?"

Jungkook inquired impatiently.the man looked at the picture and looked at him with sceptically . How would he know that she was the same woman  whom jungkook was talking about as he wasnt present there, he just heard that news from someone . He replied jungkook truthfully.

" Look young man . I don't know if she is the same person who jumped off , as i was not present there but yes the person who saw that incident lives where i live . Only he could help with this "

" Then please take me to him" 

Jungkook implored . The man agreed to help him and took him to his place. While walking the man asked him a question.

" Why are you searching this woman , is she your wife ?"

" Yes !"

Jungkook replied . 

" Has something happened? Is she missing or she left you ?"

The second man asked this time frowning.

" W….we just had small fight.last night and she left the hotel .. that's why I'm looking for her"

Jungkook reasoned whatever excuse came in his mind. They were on the way to reach that person's house.