always & forever

30 | „welcome home"

AMARAS POV

so i have been to court because of my parents' heritage for me and i know that we owe a lot , which is why i just turned it down . then some lady wanted to talk to me about my „relationship" with them . i never really had a deep one . earlier , when i was 4-7 years old , yes , but after that? pure pain and chaos . i just told the lady that i don't want to talk about it because it's my private stuff , which she gladly could understand . right now , i am actually in the air again , flying to london . some people will think it's weird for me to move in with mason , but he really grew on me more than i had expected when we first talked . it's kind of practical too because i can
a) always come to the chelsea games
b) i can come to his training and will be able to see other footballers including my friend kai
and
c) i will see sophia again

the last one is probably the strongest one for me , i miss my german best friend way too much .

during my flight time i was wondering if joão was really transferring to chelsea . it would be .... interesting? i mean , i wanna give him a second chance and because me and gavi broke up , he couldn't ruin things between us anymore , but the fact that he had done it and told gavi that he had a thing with me was just delusional and immature and dumb and not it at all . i will see how it goes and how he will behave .

conversation between „JoWow🇵🇹" & „linda"

linda
ayo
are you coming to london?
cuz i'm on the plane rn
i'm moving there
oh wait
my messages don't come over
we don't have any wifi up here
sorry
oh
you cannot even see my messages
well
text me when you get them 🙏🏼

end of conversation

am i really that dumb? i was literally on a plane 3 days ago . how could i forget?

MASONS POV 

i was very excited that amara is coming soon . some of my friends asked if we are together when i told them she is moving in with me , but  amara just got out of a relationship and i don't think she is ready for another one yet . we hadn't have so many time alone so i don't feel anything romantically involved . i am afraid that i will after a while . the problem with me is , i fall too fast for someone and mostly for people who don't even want me or are interested in me . that's my problem which is why i also think that letting her move in with me was a risky decision .

„mason???"

i heard a voice behind me and it couldn't be a fan , i had a cap , a hoodie and sunglasses on so no one recognizes me . i did send her a ( very handsome ) selfie of me so she knows how to find me .

„amy?"

i turned around and it was her! she had her two suitcases in her hands and carried two huge bags aswell . damn .

„are you moving- wait you are moving in fact"

my brain didn't brain .

„yes dummy , i really am moving"

she smiled at me and i gladly returned that , taking her things except for one bag and carried them out of the airport to my car .

„you have a nice car , good choice with the color"

she commented , meaning my black mercedes .

„thanks"

when amara opened the door , she looked flabbergasted because there was the drivers seat and not the passengers seat .

„oh wait , we're in great britain right... this will be so different and hard to get used to"

i laughed at that and we finally both found our seats .

on the drive home she told me why she has been in germany before she came here . i felt truly sorry for her , loosing your parents at the age of 17 must be one of the hardest things ever . especially when you don't have other family left . sometimes i forget what she went through because amara is just a bubble of happiness sometimes . i know that she isn't always like this , everyone has their own pains and losses to fight against , and everyone cries about it , is being sad or angry about it , leashes out or makes choices they wouldn't have made before their „loss" and that's okay . it's normal and no one should be embarrassed about it .

AMARAS POV

there was a comfortable silence in masons car while the radio was playing . then my phone beeped and i had texts from „xavi<3" , „pedro💘" and from „JoWow🇵🇹" i had joão saved like this because people actually pronounce him like that and i thought it looked funny with the „Wow" . i opened xavi first ;

xavi<3
¡hola mi hija! i hope your flight went well , text me when you're there and te amo 😊😊🙏🏼

lmao he texts like a real dad

i replied to him and asked him how everything is going with barça and being home alone .

then pedris message

pedro💘
alright i never thought i'd say this but i miss you already
like
you've been gone for 3 days and i already miss youuu
it's worse than world cup because i know you ain't coming back now
how rude
buttt
text me
oh and btw
idk if i should be telling you this
butttttttttttttt
i might have told gavi about you moving in with mason and he is furious.
pls help me

my brain told me that i shouldn't care about gavi feeling „furious" about me moving in with another man , but my heart did . i think my heart will always care about him .

me
i miss you toooo
i'll come visit you sometime i promise 🫶🏼🫶🏼
and about gavi
that ain't my problem anymore , but ty for telling me
but
please don't tell me something about him anymore , i want to let go off him

the last text took me some cost me an effort because i don't really want to let go , but i have to . otherwise i won't move on and will never be able to have a relationship ever again . that'd be .... bad .

last AND least (yes you read that right) , joão

JoWow 🇵🇹
well
yes
i'm coming
chelsea will make it official this evening
i'm glad that you're there too
i know atleast someone then
and btw
very smart of you to text me while flying
couldn't be me

i smiled at that .

me
yea smartass
when will you fly then?
have you told grizou?

i turned my phone off and looked at mason who was focused on the road .

„sorry for that , just my worried friends"

„no problem love"

there was it again ; love . i thought i interrogated last time , but it's real .

what's up with nicknames tho? hermosa , linda and now love . is my name really that ugly that they have to think about another one?

„do you know about joão félix coming to chelsea?"

„yes , our trainer told us , i am quite excited he's a good player and we need some good ones right now"

i nodded .

„welcome home"

end of chapter 30 🫶🏼

a/n : soo daily updates lately 🙏🏼🙏🏼 we're already at chapter 30 and that's so much ... i never realized that the story was THAT long but yeah . how are you liking it so far?

anyway , i think i will make the decision between mason and joão spontaneously , it'll be a suprise 🤪

i love you all so so much<3

aleyna