always & forever

95 | „i can't believe it"

PEDRIS POV

i heard the last part of their conversation where gavi basically confessed his love for her to her and i was boiling inside .

it was his idea , now me and amara are happy and he's there to ruin it with his flirting!

„amor"

„pepiiii you're home , is your brother okay?"

„he will be fine it isn't as bad as i imagined , sleep now"

„mhm that's good"

AMARAS POV

„so you don't trust me around him?"

„i never said that!"

„but you thought it . you said that you hate hin flirting with me and that you're afraid to lose me , so you must believe that i fall for him!"

„yes amara , yes i am afraid to lose you , is that a bad thing?"

„i mean no , but you think you're losing me because of gavi and that's another case!"

if you didn't already guess it , pedri and i were arguing because apparently he didn't trust me around gavi anymore .

„i don't get it! gavi cheats on me , you hang out with me making me fall for you and then date me , make me want to be friends with gavi even thoughts he betrayed me and you held me through my crying over him , now that i was starting to tolerate him , you don't want me to talk to him! how can i understand that pedri?"

„it's complicated"

„then tell me!"

„i wish i could"

i hate this sentence . first gavi doesn't want to tell me anything and now pedri too .

am i really that untrustworthy?

„okay then , i am leaving"

„what? no-"

„communication is the key in a relationship , you can't tell me that you have secrets and tell me afterwards i can't know! that's hilarious"

i just left and sprinted down the stairs , where i suprisingly bumped into gavi .

„god you scared me- what's going on?"

how can someone know me so well?

„ask pedri"

before he could answer , i had already left their house and was on my way home .

back home , xavi greeted me .

„mi hija what happened?"

am i really that readable?

„i think pedri is hiding something from me and gavi as well and they don't want to tell me . it's pissing me off!"

walking up and down in the loving room , i rambled in german .

„digga ich hätte bei jude bleiben sollen , da hatte ich keine probleme! ich hätte von anfang an da bleiben sollen . nie zurückkehren sollen , nie wieder mir dieses drama an tun ..."

-> i should've just stayed with jude , i didn't have any problems there! i should've stayed there from the very beginning and should've never came back , never do this to myself again

„i know what they're hiding?"

„what? why? how?"

„i overhead their conversation while they were talking about it , i was on call with pedri and he forgot to hang up so i listened to everything"