always & forever

55 | „i missed you"

( still gavis pov )

a whole week went by and i've been calling amara on all of them . she told me she's been feeling weird these last days and she doesn't want me to visit her because she could „infect me too" .

this day , i couldn't handle not seeing her anymore , so i decided to steal pedris key , which i was very very veryyy jealous of , and just go to her house .

i was standing infront of the huge house that was more a villa and wondered , when will xavi come back? i honestly have no clue , but even if amara doesn't show it and tries to hide her feelings , i know that she misses xavi and is upset that he isn't here and i cannot blame her , i'd be upset and mostly angry too when someone who's supposed to be like my father and is the only person who can still help me growing up , would be gone all the time .

slowly , i opened the door and walked inside . i wanted to check her room first , and bingo .

my guess is that amaras sleeping because she didn't react when i walked in . since it's sunday and i don't have training , i'm just wearing sweatpants and a hoodie because i didn't expect to go anywhere where i need to look fancy .

not wanting to wake her up , i silently slipped into the covers next to her , about to take a nap aswell .

i turned around so i faced her and just admired her , when i saw how red her head was . slowly i put my hand on her forehead and i swear i could've burn myself . for comparison , i put my hand on my own forehead and it was way colder . resting it on hers again , she let out a sigh of relief and stirred .

she's gonna wake up .

i quickly made sure to remove my hand , when she completely woke up .

„pablo? what are you doing in my bed?"

„i missed you"

i send her an apologetic look and she weakly smiled at me .

„i missed you too , but i don't want to-"

„you don't want to infect me , blah blah blah , i don't fucking care , i want to be with you"

she looked me deep into my eyes , scanning if i truly meant it , before she jumped into my arms .

„that's how much you missed me huh?"

„stop talking , it hurts in my head when it's too loud"

„are you seriously on your-"

„stop talking?"

„what can i do?"

„stop talking and don't leave"

i was okay with that . she doesn't seem to be able to fall asleep , so i started to softly stroke her hair and she snuggled into my chest . shivers ran down my spine , how much i love this girl .

„pablo"

i only hummed signaling that i was listening .

„when i'm better , can i ask you something?"

„you can always ask me anything hermosa , you know that"

what does she want to ask me?

suddenly , i felt something wet on my right arm where her left one was laying on . opening my eyes , i saw red blood steaming out of her wound .

„hermosa!"

no answer . fucking hell .

„hermosa , wake up! please"

i shakes her body , nothing . what is going on?

my first thought was to call pedri and i did .

„pedro! can you come to amaras house real quick please?"

„sure , what's wrong?"

„just come her it's an emergency"

„oh okay , i will be there in 2 minutes , i am driving right now , it's on my way"

i thanked him and hung up , now checking her pulse which was luckily there . she isn't dead thank god .

i then heard the bell ring and rushed down to pedri , taking his hand and showing him the unconscious amara .

„pablo what the hell! call the ambulance!"

how could i forget that?

the man on the other end of the line told me they are already on their way and i should just make sure that amara doesn't loose any more blood .

„and?"

„they're on their way , we need to stop the blood stream"

pedro nodded and pulled his hoodie off where he had a t-shirt under , slowly bandaging it and putting slight pressure on it .

he knows what he's doing . the whole time i was rambling about how she should wake up now , hoping she somehow would .

she didn't .

the ambulance then practically stole her from us and asked for a person knew her like a mom or a dad does and pedri thought about xavi , while i told the doctors we are calling someone . i was thinking about denise .

i luckily knew amaras code , it was still the date of the day we got together , but i will ignore that for now , just like her lock screen which was a picture of her and jude , looking for denises contact and instantly calling it . i told her that i will book a flight for her and will definitely pay for it .

she asked if she could take someone with her and if i could inform jude aswell and i agreed , immediately booking the flight that leaves in 3 hours from birmingham airport and calling jude from my phone .

„angry bird! if you're here to ask me for permission to be together with amy , that's a no , she ain't available for you man , wayyy out of your league"

„jude , i have a huge problem"

„spill the tea"

i told him what has happened and that his mum will be on the way , with either mark or jobe .

„i will be there , i ain't letting that slide . last time in hospital i wasn't there , now again . come on gavi , you need to protect her . i'm on my way and i swear to everything and everyone i have , i will take her back with me"

he hung up . it wasn't my fault that she got shot right?

right ...

end of chapter 55 🫶🏼

since this story is slowly coming to an end , i have the BEST idea for a new story , but there will be a sad ending 😍

love you all

aleyna