always & forever

93 | „hermosa please"

„gavi if you don't leave now , i will and you won't follow me"

„and who or what is stopping me?"

„i am"

„just leave me alone!"

„you know i can't do that"

„i am very sure you can , you just don't want to , just like you didn't want to be with me since you literally cheated"

„you'll never stop pointing that out will you?"

„no , now go away"

„i'm staying"

this was getting too much . i was now standing up and leaving .

of course he followed me .

„when are you going to stop following me?"

„when i know that you got home safely"

„can you please stop saying those things?"

„why? not like you feel anything for me right?"

i shook my head and continued to walk away from him , faster than before .

„come on i hate walking fast"

„and i hate you , you're a professional footballer and complain about walking fast ... jesus christ"

for the rest of the walk i ignored him completely .

„i'm home , you can leave now"

„i'll bring you inside , pedri insisted because apparently xavi has friends over"

„ugh"

i was too tired to argue with him again and just stepped into my house , now being thankful for him and his presence being here since xavi and his friends are probably drunk and i hate drunk people .

and here we go . i was greeted by the disgusting smell of alcohol and xavi sitting at the table with his friends .

it didn't take them long to notice me .

„que zorra que llega a casa tan tarde!"
-> what a bitch, coming home so late

i didn't understand what one of xavis friends said , but i knew that it definitely wasn't nice .

looking over at gavi , i saw him looking at the man with an angry expression on his face . obviously he understood what the man had said and now i was very sure that it was mean whatever he said .

„di algo así sobre ella nunca más y nunca podrás decir otra cosa"
-> say something like that about her never again and you can never say anything else

oh okay .

i shouldn't find his spanish attractive . i really shouldn't .

but i did .

„disculpar?"
-> i'm sorry?

i understood that one .

„me escuchaste vamos amara, nos vamos"
-> you heard me , come on amara , we're leaving

i listened to him for once because i was still in shock from the guy .

flashbacks from my dad .

„come on amara"

realizing i was in trance , he pulled my arm softly .

when we arrived in my room , i immediately locked it and walked up and down in my room , not getting the images from my father out of my head .