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83 | that would be a shame

GAVIS POV

„.... i hate him"

pang .

my heart just shattered . i knew what i have done cannot be undone and i don't know if i regret it or not , but hearing her saying that she hates me is another type of pain .

i want to do nothing more than run to her and tell her about everything , hug her and never ever let go of her again . but i know i can't because i am too afraid of xavis power that he had over all three of us .

i quietly made my way to my bedroom , catching a small glance at pedri and amara who were cuddling . they were getting closer , that's good . right?

AMARAS POV

„amara i-"

he called me amara . not hermosa . i know that this might be pathetic , but pablo never ever called me amara , only once he did that and i made clear to him that i didn't like it . what have i done to deserve this?

suddenly there were 10 gavis surroundings me , saying my name .

„amara"

„no! no stop- please , leave me alone"

„amara you know why i cheated on you? you just aren't enough"

they all laughed at me . 10 gavis laughing at me because apparently i am „not enough" . i can't do this anymore . is this real?

„please stop it- i don't want to"

„amor! wake up! please open your eyes i'm begging you"

i felt someone shaking my shoulders and my eyes swung open . i saw nothing but darkness and the shine of someone's eyes . pedris eyes .

„amor? what happened?"

„i don't know i just- nightmare"

that was my conclusion . it was only a nightmare . not everything of the past horrible day , but at least pablo didn't tell me that i wasn't enough .

„why aren't you sleeping?"

pedri asked me after a while .

„pedri why aren't you sleeping , you have training tomorrow"

„i want to make sure you're okay and that you get sleep"

what a gentleman .

„awhhh , you're too sweet pedri"

„mhm"

i already felt him drifting off to sleep again and i let him , knowing that i'd also be asleep not too soon after .

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„pedro i hate that i have to do this right now , but get up"

i opened my eyes and saw gavi .

when i saw him , i immediately closed my eyes again . please let me have peace for once .

„pedriii why won't you wake up"

i sighed and slightly shook pedris body to which he replied with a single huff .

„pedro get up"

„nooo"

„you have training"

„ughhh"

he opened his eyes too and looked confused as always in the morning .

„slept well?"