impermissible (Charles Leclerc)

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Evelyn. Wolff: little life update, wishing all the best at the Mercedes garage today! win it for us boys! @lewishamilton @georgerussel

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I love when you become so close with someone that you can see parts of each other in one another and you begin to say the same things and steal lines from one another and have a similar sense of humour and can exchange an inside joke with just a glance because you have such a strong connection with them.

these days it's really hard to find that compatibility.

The words "Will you be my girlfriend?" rang through my body, today was the day of the United States Grand Prix and I had travelled out with Charles, we were currently in his drivers room at Ferrari before I'd head out and run over to Mercedes.

"Charles, I'm too much of a burden."

"You're not," he says "A burden is something you're forced to carry against your will, and I freely choose to be a part of your life. That means you aren't a burden to me."

I put my head in my hands "Don't say that... even your mum thinks I'm going to hurt you and I don't want to lead you on because I like you, hell I might even love you but I need to stop hurting people."

He countered "Well I love you Evs, and I don't mean that as a best friend either, when we kissed that only screwed me further and believe me when I say when I saw you went to the event with Lewis all that time ago I almost murdered him, you're hurting me more if you say no."

His lips brushed against mine and I gasp at the sensation shooting through every limb "I can only hope you feel the same way, but I need to hear it ev."

When I look into his eyes all apprehension melts away and all I can see is him, us, our future and I hate myself for all the time I wasted before I had truly realised how much I love him. "I love you so much Charles, I will be your girlfriend."

His smile is so wide it crinkles the corners of his eyes, making them sparkle in they way they always do when he's truly happy "I'll love you until my heart gives out, I'll be yours for a thousand years longer if I'm allowed." He promised.

Matthew suddenly burst into the room "Christ, making wedding vows already or something? Get moving Evelyn." He ushered me out before I could resist, I breathed in and walked out to the Mercedes garage.

I wiped my palms on my jeans, walking to the garage, I'd spoke to everyone in my family but my dad since moving out "Evelyn! Evelyn! Can we interview you?" A man asked as he pulled out a microphone from god knows where.

"Yeah okay." I smiled as the camera came closer and the man held a cue card ready to ask all the necessary questions.

He read "So Evelyn we haven't seen you at the paddock since August? How come and have you missed it?"

I nodded along, "I've been so busy recently, a lot of things are going on especially in terms of modelling which is exciting. I've missed being here a lot, I love watching the races so much."

"Since being away from the track you've teased a potential boyfriend so we have to ask who you're dating? Are you dating him?" He asked passing the mic over.

I laughed "Um you know lots of people have been very bothered over that post trying to figure out who it is so I won't ruin their fun. I am officially dating him but yeah it's a secret for now."

He smiled "That's great news, any predictions for the race today?"

"I bet you can imagine what I'm going to say, I'm seeing a Mercedes P1 and 2 although this season has come with fierce competition from red bull and Ferrari so we'll see." I told him carefully.

"There has been a lot in the media lately about the identity of the new Ferrari driver? What are your thoughts on that? Do you know who it is?" The man asked.

If only he knew who he was talking to

I nodded smiling "It's so exciting, I've been following all of the theories as I have absolutely no clue who it is but it's definitely great for females to be represented in formula one she's doing a good thing so yeah it's really interesting."

"Did you expect them to drop Carlos Sainz?" He asked as he looked up from the card.

"Not in a million years, he's a very impressive driver and I expected a much longer contract but he will do great things with Aston Martin." I assured.

"Speaking of Ferrari drivers you were spotted with Charles Leclerc many months ago, anything going on there?" He asked suddenly.

"Can guys and girls not have lunch together? Yeah that was such a random

"That you can, thank you Evelyn have a nice race day." He thanked as the camera began to shut off, I thanked him also before finally heading into the garage ready to face my dad.

"Is that a jack I see?" I asked my brother who was sat spinning on one of the chairs in the corner of the paddock with an astronaut helmet on.

"Evy!" He giggled as he continued to be span around by my dad, the boys were on the starting grid but it was taking the Alpine cars a while so clearly they both got bored.

I smiled at him, looking over at my dad who stopped spinning Jack immediately "Evelyn, sweetheart it's nice to see you." He smiled opening his arms for a hug, I embraced him quickly as he said "I've really missed you Evy I didn't think you'd actually move out- I was just mad."

"That's okay dad, it was about time I left you with the littles." I told him, we used to always call Jack and Rosa the littles.

He pulled away, "No Ev I'm really sorry, I've missed you and I keep pushing you away. I support you and Charles, it's not the most ideal situation but I care more about your happiness than the brands, so I support your relationship. If he truly makes you happy."

I nodded "He does make me happy, I've never been so happy with someone before."

He ushered "You both need to come over for dinner, we need a re do of your birthday, god I feel awful that was horrendous."

I smiled "Yeah we will, thanks dad."

"Good, glad you're still in this paddock and not Ferrari that might anger me a little but I won't let it out on you if you do decide to watch the race from there." He smiled as the race began, I sat down sharing a chair with Jack.

So how do you feel about me racing for them then dad?

That's all I wanted to say but I kept it to myself.