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Chapter 8: Taming The Loth-Cat

(Two weeks later)

Y/N's P.O.V

So, it's been two weeks since I had the vision's of my past. And I've been having them ever since.

Right now I'm in my quarters mediating trying to understand why I keep seeing these vision's.

I hearing blaster shots and auntie Aalya's scream again.

I then hear myself scream.

Y/N: Aaaahhhhh!!!

I gasp and my eyes snap open.

The scar on the back part of my cheek and across the top of my neck.

It hurts whenever I meditate.

Just then I hear a knock on my door.

Kanan: Y/N, let's go. It's time for training.

I sigh.

Y/N: Okay, I'm coming.

I'm really not in the mood for training today.

(One hour later)

Third person perspective

While Kanan and Y/N are training on the outskirts of the town, Hera, Jacen, Sabine and Zeb walk through the town.

Sabine sees them.

She stops and leans against the wall as she takes her helmet off.

It seems she's the only one who's noticed that Y/N seems a little off, but he won't talk about it.

She then notices BD-2 come over to her.

BD-2: (Happily beeps.)

She smiles.

Sabine: Hey, BD.

BD-2: (Beeps?)

Sabine: Yeah, I'm okay. Come on, let's give Y/N and Kanan some space.

BD-2: (Beeps.)

BD climbs up onto Sabine and she walks away.

Y/N's P.O.V

So, Kanan and I are in the middle of training.

And he's taken my lightsaber away for this one.

Kanan: Step outside of yourself. Make a connection with another being.

I sigh.

Y/N: Kanan, can we please do this another day?

Kanan: We can do it now. Focus.

Y/N: Just throw the rock.

He throw a rock out into the grass and an angry Loth-cat jumps out.

Y/N: I don't think he wants to connection.

Kanan: You're resisting. He can sense it.

Y/N: He can sense it? What is he, a Padawan cat?

The cat jumps at me and I fall down.

Kanan: You don't seem to be getting this.

Y/N: I get that this furball's trying to kill me.

I throw the cat away and get up.

Y/N: Give me back my lightsaber and I'll make the damn connection.

Kanan: Excuse me?

I sigh.

Y/N: Sorry. I just don't see the point of this.

Kanan: The point is you're not alone. You're connected to every living thing in the universe, but to discover that you have to let your guard down. You have to be willing to attach to others.

He uses this force ability to tame the cat and it meows.

Y/N: And what if I can't?

Kanan: If you always try to protect yourself, then you'll never be a Jedi.

Y/N: Then, I guess I'll never be a Jedi.

Kanan: Kid, whatever's going on with you, you need to spill it.

Y/N: I'm sorry, Kanan. Today's not a good day. It's never a good day.

Kanan: Today?

Y/N: Empire Day.

Just then we see T.I.E's fly overhead.

Y/N: What are so many T.I.E's doing out this far?

Kanan: Nothing good. Come on.

We run back towards the town.

When we get there we see Imperial pilot's there.

I reach for one of my blaster, but Kanan stops me.

Kanan: Not unless we have to.

Kanan and I go over to the bar and sit down.

They're here as they're looking for a Rodian.

I see an image of the Rodian.

Y/N: (Whispers) Tseebo.

Kanan: What?

Y/N: Uh, nothing.

After that they have old Jho put on the Empire Day broadcast before leaving.

Sabine comes over to Kanan and I.

Kanan: T.I.E pilot's on search patrols? What's going on?

Jho: Imperial's have locked down the ports and put Destroyer's in orbit. It's a full planetary blockade.

Kanan: They're after a Rodian.

Sabine: Just be glad they're not after us for a change.

Kanan: With what we've got planned for today's parade, they'll be after us again tomorrow.

I stand up.

Y/N: Well, you're gonna have to do it without me. Come on, BD.

BD-2: (Beeps.)

Kanan: Where are you going?

Y/N: I just need to be alone. Today's brought back some memories.

I leave the bar with BD-2 and go outside.

Y/N: (Whispers) Why are they lookin' for Tseebo?

(One hour later)

So, I'm now back on the Ghost.

I go into my personal belongings and find the key card for my old home.

I took it before I left with auntie Aalya. 

BD-2: (Sadly beeps.)

Y/N: I know, buddy. I miss 'em too. Everyday.

I close my eyes and hold the key close to my chest.

Just then I hear my mum's voice.

Kira: Y/N.

I open my eyes.

Y/N: Mum?

I sigh.

Rip: Y/N.

Y/N: Dad?

Rip: Y/N, we have to stand up for people in need, especially those in trouble with the Empire.

My eyes widen when I realise something.

Y/N: Tseebo. I know where you are.

I put the key in my pocket and leave my quarters.

I need to find Tseebo before the Empire do.