Just A Game

12."What's Going On?"

Well,

It's been a month and three weeks since I met Chase.

So basically, a month and three weeks ago I flipped out at Talia's birthday party when I saw Shane.

A month and three weeks ago since Chase and I went on our little "friend-date" where I saw the most beautiful flowers on the planet.

A month and two weeks ago the senior's "senior break" ended and we returned to school. Also I cut Drea off because she hadn't defended me when Mr. Mcconaughey kicked me out of his class sending me to the principal's office. Mr. Turner, our school's principal, had assumed that I got sent there because of his nephew, Shane. Of course the both of them are cocky and arrogant as hell thinking that whatever I do is somehow because of Shane. Please.

That was also around the same time I went "crazy" in the school's back bathroom. I didn't go "crazy". I'll admit I started doing some crazy shit but that didn't mean I was a psychopath. I remember that day as if it just happened yesterday. The day everything came crashing down just like it had when I found out Shane cheated on me and probably did more than I knew. It was the day when Chase had revealed to me he was related to Shane. They were cousins. Getting upset over it was an understatement.

For three weeks since then I had been seeing my therapist Ms. Julie Draper. She is an astounding lady really. She's gotten more out of me than my parents ever did.

The last day I saw Ms. Draper was the day before I got teen-napped by Jessica and her bullshit posse. I remember Jordan and Danny drugging me, and snatching me up. I woke up in a basement which looked like it belonged to the school. Carla, Jessica, Danny and Jordan were all in front of me while I sat in the corner with my hands tied behind my back. They were asking me stupid questions about Shane, none of which I cared about. Then Jessica did a real messed up thing, asking me how it felt to be a loner. She made me face reality that I really had no friends at the time. I had no one I could vent to, no one I could trust.

I stayed at school, well underneath the school, all day in that smelly basement.

When nighttime came I went to the river I had discovered close to Clump Street on Talia's birthday. Wanting to find some sort of relief, I opted to kill myself. Real careless right? But guess who was there when I tried to forcibly drown myself? It was Chase.

He pulled me up from the river and comforted me. And for the first time... For the first time ever, I felt a feeling I couldn't decipher. He sang to me and then... we kissed. It was magical. You know that feeling you would get as a kid when your mom told you they would take you to your favorite place that day and practically do anything you ask. Well that's what if felt like. Happiness and sunshine. Wow, that sounded really cheesy. What has this boy done to me? Anyways, never have I ever felt that feeling when I kissed Shane. With Shane it was always full with just lust. I assumed that was love but it wasn't. I wasted five months being with Shane thinking that what we had was love.

The next day when I awoke next to Chase it was the most unforgettable moment ever. Watching as his eyelids and his nose twitched just slightly as he dreamt of whatever was... Just adorable. His hair was all messy making him look so irresistible. We had decided to act like animals that day. Pulling pranks on people, acting loose, doing things considered illegal but we didn't care. It was so freeing to do things that I've been dreaming of since I was a little kid. I told myself that once I was in high school I would go insane doing things that could get me sent to jail or prison but of course without getting caught. And that's what Chase helped me to do despite everything that was making me feel depressed. He managed to pull me out of my web of distraught problems and push me into reality where I acknowledged the fact we do only have one life and I wasn't going to waste it crying over people who weren't worth it especially since my grandma Dorthy couldn't even have a chance to do so.

A week ago, I went to a nightclub with Drea and Kurt and somehow this mysterious guy tagged along. I had assumed he was Kurt's friend but since when did Kurt have friends Drea and I didn't know about? Also, Kurt and Drea obviously made up the day after we went partying. I knew that because I caught them sucking each other's faces off in the kitchen.

That happened after I saw Kurt's mysterious friend's swing swang when I caught him naked in the shower. What can I say? I thought it was Drea I was going to scare. I didn't know it was the dude in there.

What also happened a week ago was Chase returned from whatever trip he took without telling me. He came back looking more handsome than ever and with a new tattoo. The quote was pretty deep "Life's just a game we play" under puzzle pieces. It made me think of my whole life in a new perspective. Hmm. I wondered what made him get the tattoo but didn't bother to ask.

There you have it. How my life has altered in a million different ways since Talia's birthday or you can say since I met Chase. I could literally hear a SafetySuit song playing in my head describing how I've been the past month and few weeks. Whatever comes next, I'll just have to face it. It may be hard but hopefully I could overcome whatever obstacle is next.

Now here Chase and I are on his motorcycle about to go get some breakfast and then we're going to go on doing whatever insane things Chase has up his sleeve that he wants to do.

I just hope I make it out alive, not in chains and not in an orange jumpsuit.

Let the fun begin.

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A/N

Hi babes.

This chapter was a recap of everything that has been going on. It's been a month and a few weeks since all the drama began happening. Hopefully, I've helped some if you were confused in some way. Sorry XD. Thank you all for voting and commenting... Actually, thank you for even reading. It means so much to me and motivates me to write more. You guys make me smile. x