Always Be Forever

Chapter 12: Snow

2090, BCE, November 1

A month had passed since Big Band Night, and there was something that I needed to confess to Cashmere. "I'm pregnant," I told myself when I found out. Even though it was just the other week that I had found out, I still couldn't bear the thought of having Jason's kid. The sex was amazing, and I still remember it to this day. It was at Big Band Night, after Jason's band was playing. Jason plays the trombone, and I've known him ever since the beginning of the year, even though he's in grade 10, along with Ben. It's my first year here, and I'm in grade 9, so he had offered to show me around, which is where I had ran into Cashmere again - we had originally met in elementary - and got each other's numbers.

Jason? How do I describe him? He's an amazing person who truly cares about people. That's how I would describe him. Jason and I had started dating back in September, and I was never given the chance to tell Cashmere, because she was too busy taking care of homework and her own life dramas. Everyone has his or her own life dramas. I even have my own, but it's now turned into one with Jason. I haven't told him yet, I don't want to, but he's going to notice at some point.

Stomach turning, need to go to the bathroom, won't be able to hold it in. Rushing to the bathroom as fast as I can while covering my mouth before my lunch comes spewing out, I run to the nearest one, and get to the sink. The moment passed, for a second. Stomach turning, and it's turning fast. I open the first stall I see and dunk my head in the toilet and it all comes out: my lunch, and my breakfast from this morning. I hate morning sickness. Well, it's at least getting better now, the moments are now 45 minutes apart. The other day it was 15 minutes apart, so I believe that's a sign that things are working. "Snow? Are you okay?" I hear Jason ask from outside the bathroom. "Don't come in here!" I had told him before flushing the toilet and watching my lunch go down the drain. I check my dress to see if I accidentally got a little bit of it on my dress. No, I didn't. Okay, I'm good.

I wear a white dress with red flowers on it, and my brown hair is pulled up into a ponytail, even though my hair is short anyway. My mom, Lucy, had pulled it up this morning, after telling me that I needed to say something to Jason about the pregnancy when I got the chance. I head out, and I see him there and waiting for me. "Snow, is everything okay?" He had asked me. I wanted to tell him, I really wanted to, but I don't know how. "No," I had let out. "What's going on? I didn't see you this morning." He had asked me. I wasn't ready to tell him. "It's hard for me to say. I'm scared I might end up saying it at the wrong time," I had told him, before he gave me a hug and told me, "Well then just wait for the right time, I won't pressure you." "I love you," I had let out. Jason really is the right guy for me. "I love you too," Jason had said before kissing me on the forehead. "If you're not feeling well you could've just told me," he had commented. I didn't say anything, cause it ties into the pregnancy, so I didn't. "I got to go. I have a geometry test next block," Jason had told before heading off. I have a spare, so I get to go home if I want. Touching myself where the baby is, I silently whisper to the baby, "You have a good father." I really hope that Jason will be okay with it.

Thinking back to when it all started, at Big Band Night, I remember how after the performance we had danced all night to the rest of the bands that played. When it had got to the last dance, a slow piece, we had started kissing, which had turned into us making out. I wore the same dress that night that I'm wearing now. He had taken me to the women's bathroom, where we had continued making out, and he got me up on the counter that had the sinks. He was kissing my neck when he had run his hands down my legs and towards my panties, while raising my dress at the same time. "Wait, shouldn't we do this somewhere else?" I had asked before he could pull my panties off. "That does make sense. If you want we can go to my place, my parents are out of town," he had mentioned. I got off the countertop, lowered my dress, and we got out of there. We wanted to have sex, and we wanted it now. Jason had driven us to his place, and just like he had said, there was no trace of his parents there. We went straight to his bedroom after he had locked the front door.

It started off slow again, us kissing, while he took me to the bed. He had laid me down, so we could continue kissing, while he grazed my boobs. When he was kissing my neck, I grabbed onto his shirt, and he took it off, while still laying on top of me. It was then that we had continued kissing, but he grabbed me from my back and we switched so I was now on top of him. I was the one kissing his neck now, and he was undoing the zipper on my dress, revealing my white frivolous bra. I had sat up on his hips and lowered my dress so Jason could finally see what I looked like underneath. This wasn't the first time that Jason and I had sex. The first time was back in September after our second date, but we didn't take off any clothes, and I barely got to see his dick.

After taking a good look at how I looked with my bra on, I went to take my bra off and to reveal my boobs to him, but he had stopped me before I could. He had pulled himself up to me, and started kissing my boobs with the bra on. It felt so good; I still remember the feeling to this day. He had then told me that I could take my bra off, revealing my boobs. They were perky and were the right size that Jason had liked, not too big, not too small, they were just right. Soon after, he had positioned me so I was lying down. He had taken my dress off, and then focused himself on my panties. Grabbing my panties, he pulled them to the side and started licking me. I almost had an orgasm in his mouth. It was then that he pulled out his dick, and before putting it inside of me; he had showed it to me so I could see the size. It was nice and big, the perfect size for me. He then started fucking me. The feeling of his dick inside of me was the best feeling I had ever felt in my entire life. He didn't stop; I didn't want him to because he started to go really fast into me. It felt so good that I was starting to shake, and I finally had an orgasm. It all came out of me and onto his dick. Jason had also had an orgasm that he had sent his sperm inside of me. He had fucked me two more times that night, ending with him having an orgasm and sending more sperm into me. If only I had known that he had gotten me pregnant that night, I would've said something.

"Snow?" I hear a voice. It's Cashmere. "Cashmere," I tell myself as I see her come up to me. "How are you doing?" Cashmere had asked. "There's something I need to tell you, and you can't freak out," I had started. "Jason and I are dating, and back at Big Band Night, or really after, we had sex multiple times, and I'm pregnant with his kid," I had told her, getting it all out in one go. "Wow. I have something I need to say to, and it happened that same night. Apparently I had hooked up with a guy, and I'm also pregnant. I don't know when I'll see the guy again, but I was drunk. Are you going to tell Jason?" She had asked. I wasn't expecting her to be pregnant too. Well, I guess that my best friend and I are pregnant at the same time - that's the dream. "I don't know how to tell him," I had told her. Maybe Cashmere could help me. "Could you help me?" I had asked her, hoping she'll say yes. "Of course. If you tell me what the gender is first, cause I was just at my appointment the other day," she had told me. I was at my appointment the other week, so I know it's a boy. "It's a boy," I had told her. "Aw, mine's a girl," she had told me. "But I'm giving her up for adoption," she had told me. "You're going to do that?" I had asked, curious that she went with that option. "I figure it's for the best. But I am going to name her before. You should do the same," she had told me before the bell had rung. It was now the end of the day. "You should tell Jason," Cashmere had told me. "Don't you think that I've tried?" I had asked. Man, these hormones sometimes make me come across like a bitch some days. Jason was already walking up to me. "Snow, if you're not feeling well you can just go home, you don't have to worry about me," Jason had told once he was with Cashmere and me. "There's something I need to tell you," I had started. If I was able to tell Cashmere, I can tell Jason. "What is it?" He had asked. "I'm pregnant, with your kid," I had finally let out. "It's a boy," I had added on, but then let it sink in for a few seconds.

"I'm going to be a father?" Jason had asked. "Yeah," I had told him, looking down at the floor. He raised my face with his hand. "I want nothing more than to be with you. And if that means having a kid with you, then I'm okay with it," Jason had told me. "I love you so much," I had told him before he had kissed me, and then touched the area where the baby was. "Aw. I ship it," Cashmere had let out before Jason had saw that she was there. "Oh don't worry, you can continue kissing. I have my own problems," Cashmere had told before she awkwardly walked away.