Love is blind

Julia

Yesterday I had a really lovely evening. I really needed it and I owe it all to Kimberly. I also wake up with a great feeling. Waking up in Kimberly's arms is the best way you can imagine. I don't know what possessed me yesterday to ask to get into bed pretty much naked, Kimberly even completely, but it feels so good. "Good morning Sunshine," I say when I look up and see that Kimberly is also awake. She stares at the ceiling. "Good morning beautiful ". She leans forward to give me a kiss. "Everything OK? Or why were you staring like that? ". Kimberly looks at me with a smile. "I tried to lie as still as possible so as not to wake you up." I turn all the way on top of her. "Is that right? ". She bites her lip and nods. "Are you awake long ago? ". Kimberly shakes her head. I can feel her heart beat faster when I kiss her on the neck. I look at her. We keep looking into each other's eyes for a while. Until I can't contain myself anymore and I put my lips on hers. I've never experienced a kiss with anyone like the one I'm sharing with Kimberly right now. There is no rush at all and the only thing I can feel in it is the love for each other. Our hands are intertwined in each other's hair trying to stay as close together as possible. Without breaking the kiss, Kimberly rolls me onto my back and lays on top of me. We continue the kiss like this for a while, until Kimberly looks me deep in the eye. "I love you," I almost whisper. "I love you too". Then she puts her lips back on mine.

Kimberly lies on her stomach and her head rests on her arms. She looks at me with a sparkle in her eyes and a beautiful smile on her face. I lie on my side close to her and gently caress her back. "Sorry". She looks at me in surprise. "For what? ". I sigh. "That I stopped just before we were to go further". Kimberly turns to give me a kiss. She lays on her side and looks deep into my eyes. "I never want you to say sorry about that again. I already told you that we do it at your pace and we never do anything you don't want". I push Kimberly onto her back and then snuggle close to her. She immediately wraps her arms around me. She gently caresses my back. "To be honest, I don't know what I would have done if we had gone further." I look up to look at her. "What do you mean?". She shrugs. "I want to do well with you. The former Kimberly, before Vince's death, had probably tried to get you into bed after our first meeting. That was the most important thing, feelings were a concern for later. I don't want to be like that anymore. I don't want you to think that's what I'm after." I kiss her. "Dear sunshine, I can tell you that you are definitely her not anymore. We've known each other for over a year and not once have you tried something or given me the idea that you saw it in me that way. Or have you already forgotten how long we both managed to hide our feelings from each other?". Kimberly shakes her head with a smile. "That says more than enough. If one thing has become clear to me, it's how real your feelings are for me. You pushed your own feelings aside so as not to lose me. You don't do that because you want me in your bed for a one-time thing, but to be able to share your life with me. If that doesn't prove you're not the Kimberly you used to be, I don't know what will." I gently wipe away a tear that escapes Kimberly's eye. "I love you," she says softly. "I love you too. Shall we agree to do that for the rest of our lives?" She nods with a beautiful smile on her face. "Promises," she says just before placing her lips on mine.

"I'm going to take in the shower quickly. I think Sil is already here or she could be here any minute." I lie on my back and have my arms tightly around Kimberly, who is on top of me. She looks at me with a smile. "Perhaps it would be useful for you to let go of me." I look at her as sadly as possible. "But I'm still so comfortable." She kisses me and puts her head back on my chest. "I know. I would prefer to lie there all day long." We stay like this for another five minutes and then I let go of Kimberly. She kisses me and stands up. "Just shower. I don't have enough time to show you all my magic right now," she says laughing when she realizes I'm following her into the bathroom. "You are now racing the bar for yourself. I'll be curious if you're going to be the first to ". Startled, I stop talking when I see Kimberly's face. I only now realize what I was going to say. "To what?". I shake my head. "Julia what did you want to say?". I sigh. "No one has ever managed to give me an orgasm. Now happy?" Kimberly grabs my face with both hands. "That's not your fault. You know that right?". Kimberly puts her forehead against mine when I stay quiet. I close my eyes and try hard to hold back my tears. "Julia look at me". I open my eyes again. Kimberly looks into my eyes. "Julia it's not your fault. When the time comes for us to go that far, we will see together what works for you. Don't feel guilty at all if it doesn't work out, but I'm sure that together we will make sure that you can enjoy it to the fullest." I look at her with a smile. "You rate yourself highly, don't you," I say laughing. I didn't really want her to know because I'm embarrassed, but her reaction is very comforting. "Of course, what do you think. You are dealing with the best of the best." I smile and shake my head before placing my lips on hers. While kissing we step into the shower.

I've been in the shower a little longer than Kimberly, so I'm a little later downstairs. "I have seen the living room. Did it work? ". I hear Silvia's voice coming from the kitchen. "It certainly worked, to relax Julia." I can hear some irritation in Kimberly's voice. "You know I don't mean that". I'm not usually into eavesdropping, but I can't resist now. Was this Kimberly's whole plan? Is she still how she used to be? "I know exactly what you mean. I can tell you that nothing happened yesterday". Kimberly seems to be getting more and more annoyed. "Are you sure? You are totally glowing". I'm starting to get a smile on my face now. "Maybe it's because I'm very happy at the moment. I've told you before, I don't see Julia as someone to have fun with. Yesterday was a very beautiful and special night. I didn't even want anything to happen. Julia had a rough day and all that mattered to me was that she would start to feel better." When I hear Kimberly say that I walk into the kitchen.

I seeKimberly leaning against the counter. She has crossed her arms and has anannoyed look on her face. I walk over to her. "I love you," I say asI hold her tightly. "I love you too, but what's the matter? " she whispers inmy ear. She gently caresses my back. "Sorry, I overheard your conversation," Isay softly. Kimberly grabs my face with both hands. "Okay, but where are thetears from"? she asks as she looks into my eyes. I can see some insecurity inher. She gently wipes away my tears with her thumbs. "It just means a lot tome. Thank you ". I am happy to see a smile appear on Kimberly's face.After Kimberly kisses me I turn around in her arms. "Oh sorry, you were theretoo. Good afternoon," I say with a smile to Silvia, who is looking at us with asmile on her face. "And for confirmation. Last night nothing happened". Silvianods. "Yes, that is clear to me. Sorry if what you heard might have come acrosswrong. I didn't mean anything wrong by it. In all the years I've knownKimberly, I've never seen her glow like that. Everything shows that she ishappy". I turn my face to Kimberly when I hear Silvia say that. "Luckily she'snot the only one who feels this way". Kimberly responds by kissing me. "Let'stalk about something else now. Otherwise you will see that Sil wants to talkabout this morning ". I nudge Kimberly when she smiles. "Don't believeeverything she says." Silvia shakes her head laughing. "I knew it". Kimberly wraps her arms around me tightly again. "Sil, I was justjoking. I know we've wasted a lot of time being together being so blind, butthat doesn't mean we're going to rush the rest." I see Silvia nod inunderstanding when Kimberly says so. "You are absolutely right. I neverexpected to see you grow up," says Silvia with a laugh.