When you finally give up on looking, you finally find it. A glimmering star in a dark night. A becon of hope in an ever dimming society. Everything you ever wanted is right there, so why are you scared? more importantly, what are you scared of? Happiness, being cared for? Being loved? The heart is a confusing organ, but it always leads in the right direction. The only direction. It's pointed me right towards you. Everything points in the right direction, and yet I feel the only thing holding me back is myself. Maybe it's the fear of being hurt again. Loosing a friendship? I don't think it will end like that. But maybe deep down, I still have some pain to sort through.
Exciting. Oh boy, is it exciting. No one's has ever made me feel this way. But it's tricky. She's the Unexpected One. She's new, but so exilierating to be around. Her presence is all that's needed to soothe you. But you're scared, or should I say I'm scared... At least I know it's real. I've never been more sure of that in my life. Everything in life's a leap of faith. I'm gonna jump this time.
