Happiness. Oh happiness. What is happiness. Is it the Ray's of sun shining down on the petals of a daisy in a pasture, the aroma of nature, the feeling of absolute peace in the world. The feeling that you never want to go away because you don't know what you'd do without it. That feeling stays with you for 3 months or so. Life, goes well, everything is right you have everything the way you want it. Only fear is losing it all. all alone you turn to stone while holding your breath half to death. Terrified of what's inside you result to your old habits, back to that dark courner, hidden from the world, no one will ever see what you can really be. Your light blocked off, the outside world can't see the real you if you don't show your self off. But without that happiness how will you be able to go out into that real world if you your to afraid to leave your cave? How do I proceed? Do I just gather my things and leave? Do I try and believe, there's a way for me, the world is changing, everlonging pain is coming, I feel it numbing, my body, as if I was naughty, life is just one small peice of the pie, it just so happens to be my pie is burnt, thrown away, picked apart, and left in the dirt.
