Pain the one thing everyone has in common. No matter the life you have around 75% of the time it will lead to pain. there are three things that will always be in your life they are pain, guilt, and regret. Everyone handles them differently i like to embrace it i'm the kind of person who keeps everything inside the pain, guilt, and the suffering i live through everyday it builds up and someday it will release and it will be terrifying and no one should ever have to go through what i put myself through. Choose a different life style than me. find the light and follow that path