Even though my back's against the wall, I know I'm going fall, back into the darkness, I start to feel heartless. I know I have to do this, I'm going fall into the abyss, my life flashes, the support beams of life catch on fire and burn to ashes, there's nothing to support me, I feel like I'm lost at sea, I've lost all hope, I just can't seem to cope, i wonder what would happen if I just drown, sink to the ground, where I'll never be found, maybe that's how it should be, maybe now you'll start to see, that I've given up, I feel like I'm going to blow up, I can't get back up, from this place, why can't I just be hit with a mace, hit me in the face, no one can save me, not anymore, I fell on the floor,
And I have one foot out the door, the door of life, and it might just stab me with that knife, leave me alone, picked clean to the bone, left for dead, after I bled, I'm blood red, filled with dread, put me to bed, eternally, will I finally be free? Only I will see, see the paths I have to take, or else I'll break, break apart, like I've lost my heart, I spin I twirl, i get shot out of this world, lost in space, where i know my place. Left alone, like a dog to a bone, They fit together like proteins and enzymes. except nothing can speed up this process. i'm gonna be alone on this ride, the ride until i die.
I'm like an insect, pushed around, squashed like a reject, I've been rejected by society, it may be because of my anxiety, but it doesn't matter, i'm only matter, waiting to be taken apart and be used again for something better, maybe ill be on the front page header, even if i'm not,it won't matter, I'm not used for anything, i'm less valuable than cake batter. at least that has a meaning, but i'm just a human being, waiting for my time to go, well I'm ready let me go.
