Anxiety nothing can be harder to explain the things it does to you, anxiety is like another person inside of you contradicting everything you do. It grabs hold of you, tries to control you. It's like anxiety's goal is to ruin your life, make you feel worthless, ashamed of yourself, scuicidal even. Anxiety is a problem that is hard to face alone but sadly lots of people deal with it. Anxiety can cause you to lose all good memories and only remember the bad ones, anxiety will have you second guessing your actions faster than you can think about any good outcomes. Anxiety is like a fast spreading cancer if you leave it alone and do nothing about it then it's unhealthy and possibly deadly. Even when you fight back there's nothing you can really do to make it go away, anxiety will always be a hidden demon in sorts. The "Demon" is always locked away inside doing all the evil biding while you just sit back and watch your life crumple in front of you. People try to control their anxiety try to "master it" but that doesn't always work, Because there will always be one event that will trigger an attack. You could be at a family dinner and all the sudden flip out on someone, it attacks when you least expect it. It wants you to feel bad, it enjoys your suffering, you need to fight back, get someone to help you, and maybe you can play this beast.
