My life is just one big mess and i just can't seem to get anything off my chest. So i'm here writing now about how my world has turned upside down. I'm always running, i'm never, stunning. I'm just a shadow in the mist, and I think I Jammed my wrist. Great just one more problem in my life. I don't know how much i can take, I have a huge burden on my back, I don't sleep much anymore, It's like i've been shot right through the core, I got out of that place but got pushed right back, now i'm back in their grasp, I can hear the screeching and screaming of the lost souls being tormented, their taunting me, Showing me what my future could be, they are saying they are going to get me, but i'm not quite dead meat. I'm Fighting back, because i know i can't go back, but I Know i can't do it alone, I know if i tried to fight alone i would be turned to stone, A person lost inside a body, Trying to find somebody, To help me, maybe even set me free. Free of their grasp at last? But at what cost? What if someone else gets lost, Then who will find them, It's like spending unearned income, sure you got something that will make you happy for a short amount of time but then it comes back to haunt you, in a way i relate to a loose screw, I'm just doing my own thing waiting to fall out of place and be thrown away, i guess it also works with an ashtray, i'm just the person everything puts things out on, I can't do anything but yawn, It's whatever it's just my life, my life that i have no control over.