So i have spent most of my summer either depressed or thinking about what i did wrong to have life treat me so badly. After this weekend i found out the answer, life's goal isn't to give you a easy life, life's goal is to test you, to find out what you can or can not take. When you think you can't go on living anymore you're not supposed to give in, you have to push harder, fight back, stop trying to find away around the the small obstacles and start your ascent up the big mountain of pain and guilt and plant your flag. And once you do that i promise that you will see that beautiful valley beyond the horizon.