I asked her out in 7th grade, she said she wanted to wait till 9th grade for a real relationship and we would only date if both of us where single at the beginning of 9th grade.
So we both wait. Memories growing, feeling start showing, neither one of us could wait to see each other in the morning. It was love at first sight, (so i thought at least.)
As time went on things got better and we talked about what the future had in store for us as a couple what life would be like as adults. She said she wouldn't ever leave me. So we go to one party and she says behind me quietly, that she decided we would date while i was talking to someone else.
Because i was talking something else i didn't hear her, so she goes and test me thinking i heard what she said that night and i messed up really bad. (Pause and breathe)
Two and a half years of memories gone in 3 days. That's when the crying happened she says she won't ever date me, And that's when i start to think, DOES ANYONE BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES ANYMORE.
I said i wouldn't talk to her again, i thought i got over her after 4 weeks of awkward silence, I finally gave up and talked to her, I did it because i loved talking to her and it was killing me, but i should've know what happened in that time, that's when the the bad news came. (Take a Breath)
She says she found a new boyfriend who actually takes care of her WHAT DOES SHE EVEN MEAN BY THAT, WHEN SHE DOESN'T EVEN GIVE YOU A CHANCE TO SHOW HER HOW A REAL MAN SHOULD TAKE CARE OF A WOMAN. She says to move on but you can't because of all of the memories that we've had together. All of the things you have done for each other and it all goes away because of one mistake when we aren't even dating. Everything happens for an reason and it's up to me to find out that reason.
