i'm stuck in this limbo of darkness and i can't find the light, if i only knew how to stand up and fight, i'm stuck in the darkness on the border of light and dark and every time i take 1 step into the light i fall 5 feet back. Every time i find happiness i always mess it up. I feel like my life was a trap everything i do is to lead to something worse i don't know what's next and i'm scared for it. Almost all happy memory of my childhood has been replaced with something bad happening, I don't know how many times i have made a mistake and never learned from it. I am the definition of a failure and no one can save me, The darkness around me is closing in fast, I gasp. The single ray of light shining through the ever closing gap is thinning the light is fading, my last glimpse of hope is waning. The darkness fully around me, consuming me, i'm holding up the roof as it collapses on me, my last hope of survival , then the darkness fights back, the walls start caving in, I feel them crushing my sides, so I guess this means goodbye.
