Everyone is born with a light inside of them. The light is either bright or very dim. When your light is dim it is bound to go out eventually and sometimes it goes out at the worse times leaving you lost in the darkness, Some people can come back from this, this isn't the case for me. i decided to let the darkness consume me taking me with it have days when everything is great and around 5 minutes later i wish i wasn't alive. That darkness inside of you is like cancer it will grow out of control if you don't fight it. take my advice don't go down my path. This path is a path not even the best adventurer would want to go down its scary and deadly.