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TW:selfharm mentions of blades
i say that word a lot
just a dream
just a lie
just a scratch... from my cat
thats what i tell you
that's what you want to hear
but it's not just a scratch
it's the depression
it's the urges
they're back
just one more time
just pick up the blade
just hide it
just cut one more time to take the pain away
so i do it
just one more time
turns into 2 more times
just 2 more times turns into 3
and then im addicted again
but to you it's just a scratch... from my nonexistent cat

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