Repeat and Repeat

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The day wasn't heavy,
but the words were,
They rang in my ear on repeat,
"He called you fat",
Repeat,
"He called you fat",
Repeat and Repeat,
As the word rang it reminded me of my failure,
My failure played on repeat,
"just one more time to get rid of the pain",
i said,
repeat and repeat.

I keep repeating it,
i'm happy,
then i'm sad,
then i'm depressed,
then i relapse.

repeat and repeat,
like a broken record.
my life is a broken record.

A/N: sorry i've been MIA for a while lol i'll try to update when i can :)

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