violently self destructive

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i sabotage myself,
i push people away,
i ruin my lungs just for a few seconds of fun,
i leave scars on myself just to feel okay ,
i act up in school because i've given up,
i fuck myself over as a cry for help,
and i still smile and play it off like it's a joke,
and hide all my emotions under a cloak.

A/N:
sorry i've haven't updated in ages i've just been struggling with writers block and personal issues 💗

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