dear diary

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trigger warnings: mentions of suicide,mentions of dying,mentions of self harm,swearing/cursing

dear diary today was pretty fucking shit,
i feel like curling up and lying in a pit.
i've been crying a well,
no body knows about my struggle with mental health,
i'm not mentally well,
the smile on my face will lie to you,
i've been tryna hide the truth,
the scars on my thighs and ankles will show you the true me,
the me i don't want you to see,
dear diary,
lately i've been feeling unwell,
i've been wanting to go to hell,
i wanna end it all,
the only thing keeping me here is imagining my mum getting that call,
so i sit hear and cry and write these poems acting like a poet,
cuz i know when i die this is the only way your gonna know it.

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