How will I be a star?|| Blind Tsukasa Au|| RUIKASA

Discharged

"Rui..?" I called out, awaiting a response.

"I'm here Tsukasa-kun, don't worry" Rui said, his voice seemed calmer now.

"Tsukasa-kun!!!!" I heard a familiar voice say at the doorway.

"Emu?.." I questioned, I just wanted to make sure that it was really her.

"Yup it's me Tsukasa-Kun! are you feeling Wonderhoy?"

"I am feeling Wonderhoy! A star must always feel Wonderhoy!"

"They practically share the same braincell.." Another familiar voice said.

"Ah! Nene! you have come!" I said

"Yes, are you sure that you are ok?" Nene asked

"Mhm! now that you are all here!..say.. where is Saki?"

"She's in the waiting room, she has been worried sick about you." Nene stated

"Ah... why don't you bring her in? I want to hug her in my arms!"

"I will get her for you Tsukasa-Kun!" Emu stated

Emu.. I assume ran out of the room then she came back with Saki.

"Big brother! are you alright?" my sister asked

"I am alright Saki! don't worry!"

"But brother I am worried!"

"Well don't be! everything will be ok!"

Saki nodded and sat in a chair.

"Tsukasa-Kun, Visiting hours will be over soon." Rui announced

"Ah.. yes, visiting hours. well you all better visit your future star!" I responded

"Oh we will brother! rest up!" Saki exclaimed

The squad left, leaving me alone.

*insert epic time skip here*

"He can be discharged now." a doctor told both me and Rui.

Those words were the best words I have heard in months. the. best.

"Rui!!! did you hear what he said?!" I exclaimed, clearly excited.

"Yup, I heard Tsukasa-Kun." Rui responded

As I was being wheeled out, I realized something.. I won't be able to see again. I was in denial for the whole time I was in the hospital, the realization didn't sink in until those two doors opened for me, when I was able to feel the warm sun graze my cheeks. a swarm of gross...hideous...bugs clogged my mind.

"How will I be a star?"

"How will I be a star?"

"How will I be a star?"

"HOW WILL I BE A STAR?!"

"STARS HAVE TO SEE, YOUR DREAM IS OVER"

"YOU HAVE DISAPPOINTED EVERYONE"

"THEY ALL HATE YOU NOW."

NO THEY DO NOT! THEY LOVE ME!

"YOU WILL NEVER BE A STAR AT THIS RATE."

YES I WILL! STOP SWARMING MY BRAIN. I WILL FIND A WAY. I will.. I.... will...

"Tsukasa-kun!"

huh? I found myself in what felt like an embrace.
My face felt wet.. was I crying?

"Are you ok?" Rui's voice asked

"Y..Yeah I'm fine." I muttered

"Are you sure? you're crying"

"I'm fine Rui."

"But-"

"I SAID I'M FINE."

Rui backed up out of shock.

"...I will believe you... for now." His voice sounded like he didn't believe what I was saying. he could tell I was a dirty liar.

"Just remember you can tell me anything." Rui continued.

"Ok." I responded, not like I would tell him anything anyways.

through the night, one question echoed through my mind ....

how will I be a star now?