sorry I kinda forgot about this story again.. Where did we leave off oh yeahaha
Tsukasa POV:
"WHAT?!" I yelled as tears started to pool in my eyes.
My whole world was crumbling before me. My hands were shaking in fear. I could feel my face going red as I started to break down and cry. Broken sobs leaving my mouth.
"Tsukasa!- its-"
I cut Nene off with a broken scream. Nothing matters. Nothing. This has to be my fault right? Rui tried to..- because of me. It's my fault. My fault. Mine.
"Listen to me. He's okay. He's getting help now." Nene tried to console me. I couldn't see her face but I could hear the sadness in her voice. She was broken too.
"But.. That doesn't mean anything!" I spat out at her "This is my fault isn't it?! If that accident didn't happen, if he didn't feel the need to take care of me... He would be okay.."
I continued to sob, falling to my knees and placing my hands in between my thighs for stabilities sake. Nene fell silent. All that could be heard in that room were my broken sobs and cries. It seems she knew so too. It was my fault.
"where is he?" I stood up, shaking from my breakdown
"The hospital. I can get you there.." Nene sighed softly, barely audible but I could still hear it however.
I nodded eagerly knowing that Rui needed me right now. More than anyone. I had to see him. He was there for me when I needed him so now it's my turn. I slowly turned to where I heard Nene, wiping my tears.
"Let's go."
I felt Nene grab my hand and rush out the door, racing to the hospital and getting me to Rui's room as quick as she possibly could.
The sounds of the hospital were not new to me. I remember all of the same sounds from when Saki was in the hospital and when I was in the hospital after my accident as well. The sounds of the monitors, the distant chatter of the doctors, and distant alarms far off in the distance creating a feeling of nostalgia I did not know I needed.
I rested my head in the palms of my hands, just taking it all in. I remained like this until I heard..
"Tsukasa-kun?"
He was awake.
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How will I be a star?|| Blind Tsukasa Au|| RUIKASA
أدب الهواةTsukasa was performing for wonderlands x showtime when a horrible accident happened. the accident stripped Tsukasa of his very own eyesight! how will he overcome these challenges.. and most importantly, how will he manage to become a star in these c...
