Addicted to You (Devils Right Hand MC #3)

Chapter 25

A/N: Hey babes! I hope you all still love me after the last chapter hehe. Anyways, I am wrapping up my last week of summer clinical and then I have a small break. I hope to wrap up this book (hopefully) by the end of August! THEN..... I'll be posting a special sneak peek of Book 4!

As always, I don't owe any rights to this song.

Gabby's POV

"I was, you goddamn idiot. I was addicted to you!" I scream as the dam finally breaks and a tear falls down my cheek. I refuse to let any more fall, though. He will not see me cry. He will never know how deep his words actually cut me.

"Okay, that's enough!" Grace yells. Immediately, all of the girls surround me, creating a barrier between me and the man I thought I knew.

How the fuck did this go so wrong? How the fuck did we get here?

"Gabby, I-" Axe starts but Shorty cuts him off.

"No, you are done talking to her," Shorty growls. All of the guys are standing now, but they don't look like their supporting Axe like the girls are doing for me.

"But-" Axe stutters. I don't know what he could possibly want to say right now. He's already said plenty. He did the one thing he knew would hurt me. He betrayed me in a way I never thought possible. There's nothing he can say after that.

"Shut the fuck up, Axe!" Blade roars as my head snaps toward him. Though I can't see him very clearly since the girls are blocking my view, I can feel the anger radiating off him. "You better be fucking glad you didn't pull this shit a month ago or you would've been out of here so fast your head would spin!"

"Pres-" Axe starts but he's cut off once again. I don't think anyone wants to hear what he has to say now.

"You know that night with Hank, I was prepared to kill him before he outed her. That's why I pushed my way into the mission. I was prepared to go against my husband and my club and probably end up in fucking jail. I was prepared to do that to protect her and her privacy. I thought you would do the same but I was sorely mistaken," Grace yells. She is standing directly in front of me and I can see her entire body shaking.

"God, I fucked up," Axe groans. I can't really see him through the wall the girls have formed around me, but he sounds like he is about to pass out.

Where the fuck does he get off feeling sad? I'm the one who's alone and knocked up. I'm the one who was just betrayed by the man I thought was the love of my life. I'm the one who is stuck with a baby, a drug addict mother, and a piece of shit man. He has no fucking right to sound sad. He's the one that did this. He made his bed and now he has he lay in it.

"Man, what the fuck were you thinking?" Driver asks. He still sounds angry, but there is a hint of understanding in his voice.

"I just- I can't lose her too. I was thinking that I couldn't lose her, too," Axe mumbles. Some people mutter in confusion and others nod in understanding yet disapproval. What the hell does this have to do with Mel? More importantly, why the hell should I care?

I've been so understanding of his trauma. I have put up with his constant need to know where I am and his constant worrying because I know what he's been through. But this is too fucking much. He can't blame this on Mel. This was all him.

"You're fucking stupid," Skillet chuckles.

"There are more ways to lose someone than death. And if I had to make a list of those ways, the shit you just pulled would be at the top!" Grease yells.

"Not just him," Amber spits.

"What?" Grease asks. All of the attention has thankfully switched to them. I don't know how much more I can take today. This is too fucking much for one day.