His Entertainer

Chapter 37

IVY SILVER POV.

I am exhausted, I have been preparing myself for an event I really didn't think I should attend. Tho, Wilmert insisted for my escorts, "we'll be back before you know it," he assured, pressing a kiss on my lips, I frowned.
"Don't do that," he said.
"Do what?" I asked.
"That?" he smiled, pulling me to him as he crushed his lips into mine, and it caught me giggling in the middle of it.
He broke our kiss and stared into my face, his warm gaze looked into my eyes few minutes before he pressed a soft kiss on my forehead and said, "You don't know what I would do for you" his words we're sincere yet scary, "You have no idea how many innocents I'd kill for you" he rested his words with a frown knowing nothing came out of me. I wanted too, I wished I could stand right here and looked at him in the eyes just like the way he looked into mine and said the very same words that meant the very same affection but I just couldn't. If I did, a part of me, a very big one, would witnessed against me as a liar.
"Alright," he murmured with a frustrated frown and drew a breath.
"It's time, after you," he said, I couldn't dare to stare up at him. I would have seen his disappointed gaze, and it would have made me feel even more guilty. So, I made my way without a word or a glance.



"You look Amazing" Lucia commented on my outfit with a warm smile, while Sonia wrapped her arms around me and said, "Make sure you enjoy" and i returned the warm hug with a warm smile and nodded.

It was an elegant luxurious party, where women had the most rare and expensive jewelleries on them, and beside them stood men who smoked out power and authority. I walked in with Wilmert, my hand locked with his, He stopped by and talked to a few people whom I assumed we're his partners or some friends due to the closeness.
Most of them asked about me his escort, and as a pure man he is, he introduced me as his girlfriend. Come to think of it, it's something Hermann Rodriguez couldn't do. At Wilmert's side, i feel important, but at Hermann's side, I felt like an object. Yet, I think about him more than the way I should, and it kills me to know that I'm longing for a man who is fire to me. The closer i get to him, the more he burns me and causes pain, but it's still not enough to scare me away. It pains me because I feel ungrateful to Wilmert.
"What's this event about?" I leaned and whispered softly on his ear, he took a sip of the wine and turned to me, "I remember meeting you in the garden outside your house" he spoke loudly, catching everyone's attention, I looked around and tried to give him a signal stare that he should stop, he slowly walked away from me, giving me a spot light.
"I remember having a bad day, that day and the moment you saw me, you gave me a warm smile that lightened up my whole world and from that single moment-Ivy, I knew you were what i wanted, And from there I said to myself, I would do anything to keep you by my side". He spoke nearly shouting out the words for everyone to hear, I felt a faint twist of the heart, looking at him with my glassy eyes, "Your all I ever wanted, your what completes me. Ivy Silver- you don't know what I would do for you" he said the last sentence as if pinning it on me, then the tears dropped to my cheeks, "So, Marry me" he said his eyes glassy as he was on his knees, "Marry me so that I can stay sane" he took out the diamond ring, his every nerve begging me. But, how am I supposed to say yes if I can't seem to let go of Hermann?.

'You and him can never be!' (Norman)

'Your a whore to him' (Norman)

Norman's words came crushing to me as if the sky has fallen upon me,"Yes, I'll marry you" I spoke the words and my whole being witnessed me to be a deceiver. Hermann has never kneel before me to ask for my hand in marriage but yet, from the deepest depth of my heart it feels wrong.
Everyone around cheered, Wilmert was so happy, I don't remember seeing him this delighted before, after he helped putting the diamond ring on my finger he came and wrapped his hands around me, tighter. "Your all I ever asked for" he said and I drew a breath, "Thank you" that's all I could say before I broke out of the hug, "I'll use the washroom" I told him he nodded with a delightful grin on his lips.

On my way, every lady wanted a chat, I denied them in my best manner and made my way to the washroom, the fact that no one was there it was a relief, I never knew how suffocating I was till when I drew a heavy breath and tears flowed down to my cheeks like water. I cried, the pain that settled on my chest is unbearable, nothing around seemed fine, I felt like I was quickly freezing, I ran to the sink and splashed water on my face then,
I felt a touch that made my whole being tremble, that kind of touch that burns me. It felt like it was melting me. I levelled up and raised my face to look at the mirror, the one standing behind me was that one person I was afraid of and longing for at the same time, his glance was that which freezes me but I would still want more.
"Bellà" he whispered on my ear softly, his deep voice was that kind that made my whole being race, "Hermann" i picked up my words and said unbelievably.
Then I turned to him, seeing that what the reflection had shown was true, it was really him standing Infront of me, "Why are you here?" I asked trying to control my tears.
"It's clear that I'm here for you" he spoke in his deep tone "I have been searching for you, like crazy" he said with the most welcoming sight.
"Stop- Hermann" as much as I wanted it but I'm sure this is his way of getting me back, "I'm engaged now. I'm not your entertainer anymore" I said after swallowing, breaking the closeness, he step closer to me stared at me for about few seconds before he spoke aggressively "I don't give a fuck", then held my hand, "bellà, come with me". He offered with sincere warmness in both his eyes and touch.
"Yeah i didn't expect you to give a fuck, i mean you don't give a fuck about anyone and how they feel... Hermann you were hurting me!" I spoke trembling with tears, hoping he realises what I felt and what he had done to me,"You want me to come with you and what's next? So that you and your new wife can have a play toy?" I shouted at his face, with Raging anger.
"Bellà ..." he whispered and i interrupted, "DON'T call me- that!" I blasted,"You! have no idea how suffocating it -was- with you!..."I couldn't control my sobbings.
He reached out for me, his muscular arms gently patting me.
"I know. I know that I'm the hardest to understand and I'm sorry for making it harder for you" he said all those words calmly, patting my hair as my head rested on his chest I had no idea how much I missed his scent till now.
Then, he pressed a tiny kiss on my forehead and wiped my flowing tears, "but I'm sorry I have to upset you alittle more like I said earlier, I don't give a fuck about how many rings he puts on your fingers" he spoke the words sweet yet harsh at the same time. I stared up at him, "would it kill you to let me be" I asked.
"If not with me then, Yes. It would kill me" he answered his words shocking." I'm not yours to keep" I spoke harshly clenching my fists. How dare this man walks in my engagement party and ruins it all. His sweet words mean nothing to him but to me-they warm me up but I know it's just a sweet liar or a play for him to have fun.
"Let's find out, shall we?" He carried and sat me on the countertop next to the sink, his hands crawling it's way under my dress and cupped my breast I gasped, "All of this belongs to me" he whispered his hands exploring my every part as he leaned in and pressed kisses on my neck and I moaned, then he turned my head so that I was facing myself, "You are mine" he drawled through his clenched teeth, "And i will kill anyone who touches you", I drew a breath and said, "I'm not a doll".
"Yes, you are- My -doll" his every word was clear. I was supposed to resist him, push him away from me but I didn't. His everything I should avoid yet his everything I'm craving for, I let his hand make it's way into my vagina and i gasped, his fingers rubbed my clit and I bite down on my lips moaning.
I held him tighter as he shoved his fingers inside, I gasped leaving me breathless. He was feeding my demons giving out exactly what my desires want and I moaned giving him a grand entrance. He looked down at me and smirked, "I was right after all... You have always been mine to keep" he concluded before letting his fingers slide out of me slowly as his gaze fell on mine, he kissed my forehead softly before he walked without a word. I signed, I can't believe, that just happened. How could I be so easy? "Fuck" i frowned.

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