Complicated.
That was one word for what going on. Or rather what wasn't going on.
Link and I had been in this weird place with each other. I had confessed my feelings for him. I had been holding it in for a month, and I just kind of blurted it out.
And Link being the lovable dork he is told me that had feelings for me too. I felt my heart skip a beat. But he doesn't want to rush into things with me because he just got out of a toxic relationship with Zelda.
To make things worse, I had also gotten out of my very first relationship with Dark a couple months earlier. Unlike Link's relationship that was only a week, my relationship with Dark cut way deeper. Even now, it's hard to not be with Dark. It hurts me to see him.
I just got back from class, so I decided to text Link. Maybe that would help me clear my mind?
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LINK
Link, I really love you.
I'm sorry, I think I still need some time.
Don't get me wrong, I do like you but I just
need time because of what's happened.Listen, I fully understand and support your
decision because this is best for you...
I just want you to be happy no matter whatI want you to be happy too
I would never forgive myself if I
made you miserable because
you were dating meI could never be miserable if I was dating you
Well that's not true.
I mean take Dark for example. I
made him miserable and he
made me miserable.
I just never want to put you
through the things me and
Dark did.You didn't make him miserable
he was just being selfishHow was he selfish?
Because he took you for granted.
He didn't know what an amazing
person he had as a girlfriendYeah... sure
Dark and I didn't work out
because I was a bad
girlfriend and we were just
doomed to fail at the beginning.
It was just a bad relationship
and we weren't good for each other.You were not a bad girlfriend though
I kinda was
You weren't
How do you know that?
You didn't know me then.Because I know you, you would
never wanna be a bad person to anyone.
You're an incredible person
and nowhere near terribleNo I'm not
Yes you are and
never question itAsk Dark
Why should I ask him?
Who cares what he thinks.He'll tell you how I was
a bad girlfriend and
all the reasons he hates meWhy should I listen to
what that terrible person
has to say?Because he'll tell you how
terrible I was and how
our relationship was unhealthy.And that's mainly his fault
I was the one who made him unlove me
He's the one who made
you extremely uncomfortable
during the relationship.
He's the one who said
those bad things to you.He's the one that betrayed you.
Why should I listen to someone like him!I won't lie, he made me
uncomfortable and treated
me horribly but it
wasn't anything
I didn't deserveYou didn't deserve that!
Yes I did.
I was a bad girlfriend
and person in generalNo you're not.
(Name) I can argue
this all night long.You didn't deserve it.
(Name) you're an
amazing person and
you would never be a
bad girlfriendIt's just he is trying to
manipulate you into
thinking it's your fault
when it clearly isn'twhy would you say that?
Because I love you!
Making me blush
won't help you win thisI'm not trying to
make you blushWell, you are
But, he's not
manipulating me,
it was my faultHe's just trying to put the
blame on you when you
don't deserve it(Name), please. Who
are you gonna believe?
Someone who loves
you or someone who
cheated on you?I really want to believe
you because I love you so
much but it's hard because
he's right.
He didn't want me in
his life because he found
someone better.I just wasn't a good fit for
him since he dated so
many other girls and
he was my first.Just forget about him,
he wasn't right for you.
I have to go, but this isn't
over. You deserved so
much more than he gave you.I love you, okay. Don't ever forget that.
I won't, and I
love you too.┗━━━ ━━━┛
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