Stranger
Maybe now we don't know each other, or at least...we act that way.
And I don't know if it's you that I cant let go, or if it was our memories, or maybe I just liked the attention I got, I don't know. But if that was the case, why did I only like your attention? I've had so much love throughout my life, even some people were obsessed with me...but I chose you. Why? I've had the same attention, just from different people, but I chose you. Why? I don't get it. Its been months and I still.don't.get.it. Was it because I met you at the lowest point of my life and you just so coincidently saved me? Was that why? Or did I like your status? Maybe I liked how smart and attractive you looked. Maybe I just liked to show you off to my friends? My love for you is a mystery and although I don't love you anymore...I will never forget everything we went through together. Its hard, sometimes I wish id never met you, but if I didn't...Id be dead by now. You really helped me to...back off from suicide that time. And now I just realized life isn't that bad. You know, you really helped me from playing with people's feelings. Before I met you, every guy I dated was basically treated like a toy, I really couldn't care less about them and as soon as I got bored, Id drop them. And to every girl that had a crush on me, I just tried to make them jealous till they go mentally insane. If I didn't met you, id still be doing the exact same thing I was just doing last year. So, thank you.
