thirty third

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I grabbed the letter and grabbed my sweater.

"Where are you going?" Chana asked

"I don't know," I said and walked out, covering my blue crop top with my white zip up hoodie.

I walked out of the tent and to Dae's tent

"Hey Dae" I said

"Hey Kik" He said

"Do you know where Min Ho is?" I asked

"The bus, wifi" Dae said and I nodded

Just before i left i turned back "dae, talk to kitty. It's what's best" and then I walked out.

I slowly walked to the bus, my hands in my pockets. I walked up and heard Min Ho talking to his mom on the phone.

"So tell me everything" I heard his mom say in korean

"I've decided..." Min Ho said and I started paying attention "to give Madison a chance. I'm gonna try dating her" he said in korean

"She worships me" Min Ho said

"That's when she was chasing after you. Now that she's caught you...thats why i think Kika is the better choice i've never seen someone keep you grounded" She said and I chuckled

"Yeah but....she doesn't see me like that" Min Ho said "so madison is the obvious choice"

I scoffed and he must've heard me cause he turned around.

"Mama i gotta go" Min Ho said and I shook my head and started to walk away.

"Kika!" Min Ho called, now running after me, and I turned around and held up the letter.

"Oh" Min Ho said,

"Did you lie to me?" I asked.

"Kika..." Min Ho stepped forward

"Answer the question" I said

"No" min ho sighed "I love you so much it hurts."

"What?" I asked

"It hurt when I saw you on the first day, it hurt when I saw you laughing and smiling with Kitty, it hurt when I saw you with Jin, shit it hurt when I saw you dancing with Q at my party." Min Ho said "but you don't want me. These past few months you've made it apparent that you don't care" and I started laughing

"What?" Min Ho asked

"I care. I care so much that I have been tearing myself apart for months on what to do. But i had to stop when i found out" I said

"Found out what?"
"That you'd been with every single member of XO team" I said

"Oh" His face fell "but they meant-"
"Dont, because their still my teammates" I said
"Kika, i had to distract myself" Min Ho said and I nodded
"That doesn't change the fact that your with madison" I said

"I don't know what you want from me" Min Ho said

"You!" I said "I want you! But no matter what there's always something that gets in the way"

"Then let's stop" Min Ho said

"Stop?" I questioned

"Stop letting things get in the way. You are my best friend, you're the one I love so why does it matter what else is there?"  Min Ho said and he had a point.

"Your right" I mumbled

"What?" Min Ho asked

"You're right. What else is there?" I asked, my voice now soft.

"What are you saying?" Min Ho asked

"Im saying--"

XO 키카- XO Kika- XO kitty FFWhere stories live. Discover now