Love Me

21

" Roshni atleast try to walk ayaan already told us you should start walking now it's just you who is not ready".

" But daksh it's hurting "

" Hurting or whatever stand up right now . It's been about four to five days ayaan told me to make you walk little by little and here you are not even getting up. I said stand up right now. " I yell at last listening to me she flinch and try to stand up holding headrest of bed.

" Now come try to walk it will not hurt" I said and forward my hand in front of her"

" I don't need your hand". She said and put her hand on wall besides her and try to walk some step.

" I will actually bring scale if you keep on defying me understand " I said glaring at her and hold her hand.

" How you will know if it's hurting or not. It's not you who get injured. " She said again start her water work.

" Roshni ayaan told us to not give painkillers after week still when you start crying in pain I did give you right it's been so many days you should have start walking and here you are comfortably sitting on bed why because you think you can do everything from home so you don't have to walk right" .

" It's not like that" She said quietly.

" So tell me what it's like. Are you even trying to walk. Ok dont try I'm leaving aunty will also not be at home to help you in anything if you will not be able to do your work by yourself then I will tell ayaan to attach you to machines. You can't expect someone to keep helping you in using washroom giving you books bring food to your bed right. Don't walk sit here I'm leaving " I said and move to door and went to living room.

" This girl is not even trying to walk she just don't want to even try to put her feet on floor if she will be like this then how she will walk. I am removing her online excess to class . She is just being comfortable with everything around her." I was in my thoughts when komal aunty put my coffee in front of me.

" Don't go upstairs in roshni room unless you hear sound of falling someone not something " I said to her to which she nodded.

I had already remove all the painkillers it's in locker moreover in my room. I can see her crying for hours now but I'm not giving any painkillers it's addictive.

I take my car keys and drive towards college.

Here in roshni room roshni grab her bed and again try to stand up carefully.

" Mumma it's hurting " She said but take some steps closing her eyes tightly.

" Ok roshni first let's walk till washroom then back to here then repeat this process. But I need support..... Umm chair.... No, no chair it will make me feel like old one."

" Let's just try with the help of wall there is nothing in this room." She said and slowly slowly start to walk with support of wall.

" It's not actually hurting much. Daksh was right it's just my mind who is not letting me walk." She said to herself and walk around the room.

" So I can take shower right . " She said and try to walk without support which went fail.

She enter in shower room and turn on the shower. Water start falling on her head.

" It's good but need to be careful can't slip now " She said to herself and after she was done with shower she walk out of room slowly wrapping towel around herself.

She quickly take out her clothes and wear anaarkali suit which was till her ankel.

" It's already covering everything what's the point of wearing lower leave it I'm not going anywhere i shouldn't give much pain to my already hurting knees."