Love Me

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" Roshni open this door I will break this damn door open it". Daksh said loudly banging on door.

He was doing it from twenty minutes but roshni was not even responding to him. Now he was getting worried for her.

" Baby please I'm sorry. I will not shout on you I promise please open this door roshni baacha open this door jaan". He said softly trying to get this door open.

ROSHNI...

" I won't open this door . How can he just yell on me. No place matter to him. Even mom never shout on me whenever she scold me she make sure we are alone in my room but he just yell out loud anywhere." I thought blade was in my hand again I thought I will never use it but it's also good option just vent out your anger on yourself then no fight with daksh.

Who want to yell and fight like cat and dog I don't want to.

I close my eyes let the dream take me i don't even know why I'm so angry it was not even big deal.

I want daksh to hug me but I don't want to open this door. But daksh is talking sweetly now who know he get mood swings too.

After fighting with my own thought I open the door and let him come inside.

As I open the door daksh embrace me to himself .

" You are ok right " He said cupping me face. His whole face was showing concern.
He spin her looking at her and finally hug her again.

" Don't close your door like this. We can talk but you will not close this door otherwise I will break every damn door of this house. " He said still hugging her.

" Come sit" He said and take her to bed and make her sit while he himself sit on floor and keep his head on her knees.

His eyes fall on side table and his eyes widen suddenly and then he look at roshni.

" Roshni did you use blade I don't think anything happen their that triggered your anger or sadness what emotion did ger triggered that you use it now". He said his eyes clearly showing hurt.

" I don't use it " . Roshni said and move her hand to his hair.

" Really " He ask to confirm she nodded her head.

Not believing her word his look at her wrist then he move his figer towards strings of her lower she hold his hand shaking her head.

" Did you"

" L... little " She said herself unsure.

" Roshni you know what I think about it alot and finally reach to conclusion" He said and take pause before continuing.

" Let's abort this child." He said and again take pause, after taking long breath he again continue.

" You don't want this child right. We can have them in future. You are right you never wanted it . It's like I'm forcing you to something for which you are not ready. Let's abort it." He said smiling which don't reach to his eyes.

" You were right it's not me who is going to give birth ". He said again and take long breath like controlling his voice from breaking.

Roshni keep looking at him. His eyes was red like if she will say something he will start crying out loud.

Roshni run her finger through his hairs without saying anything. He keep his head on her lap while sitting on floor .

After some minutes he sit straight and look into roshni eyes.

"Let's clean up your cuts we don't want it to get infected right. Close this door and lock it from inside I'm coming taking water and clean clothes and bandages and cream". He said and goes inside bathroom.