You're the Reason I Changed [COMPLETE]

Chapter Seventeen: The Past Hunts

Hanon’s POV

1 month… yeah… 1 month na nakaraan simulang iniwasan ko sila…

Masakit ba?

Oo… masakit… sobra…

Di ko naman ginusto… in order lang to protect my family kaya ko to ginawa eh.

OA ba? Over dramatic? Pwede… pero kasi ayaw ko manyari ang mga nangyayari sa mga palabas o kwento na napapanood o nababasa ko. Malay mo diba? Life is full of possibilities. Kaya it’s better to be safe than sorry.

Mag fefeb na at magfofour months na yan buntis si Okasan… Everytime na kasama ko siya I try to put a happy face since I don’t want her to worry. Sila Tita at Otosan balik trabaho na. Minsa bibisita… pati na rin si Luki. Yes, he visits. But everytime he does I make sure I don’t see him. Nagtatago ako sa kwarto ko o kaya aalis para ma avoid lang siya.

Mas lalo ako masasaktan kung makikita ko siya at ganun din siya.

*kring kring*

Tsk. Siguro SIYA nanaman yun. Sinagot ko

“Moshi Moshi… Cristin here”

“It’s me”

“I didn’t spoke or met with him since then” tsk. Kainis toh. Ayaw pa ako lubayan.

“Good. I’m just checking. Good day”

*toot toot*

Ugh! I hate that PERSON!

I get calls like this every two weeks and I hate them. I really do. I don’t even know how they got my number. It’s not even my home number, it’s my own private landline. =______=

I wish they just stop… I wish that PERSON just stop bugging me!

Luki’s POV

THIS IS MAKING ME CRAZY!!!!

1 month… 1 MONTH! Natiis niya ako este kami ng 1 month na di pinapansin! >_____<

I miss her… ;(((

I miss her voice, her smile, her laughter, her crazyness, her mannerism… I miss everything about her… I CAN’T BELIEVE HOW MUCH I MISS HER! >A<

I tried meeting with her but everytime I visit her it would either be she be locking herself in her room or she’d be out. She’s really avoiding me… and it hurts.  

“UGH!” I punched another tree…=_____=

Ano ba… din a gumagaling sugat ko ha… psh. Like I care if it doesn’t heal. It doesn’t really bother me. The pain of hand stands no chance with the pain I feel in my heart.

ANO BA! NAGIGING NANAMAN AKONG CORNY! DI AKO MAIS!

Psh. Inaaway ko nanaman tuloy sarili ko… =_____=

Asa park ako ngayon… kaiirita talaga. Naiirita ako sa sarili ko. I’m irritated, annoyed and angry with myself.

*pish posh* --- > sound ng may gumalaw sa bushes

Tsk. Isa pa to sa mga nakakainis eh. Ano pa ba? Edi BGs. Body guards… nagpadala nanaman si Chiisa. Oo, bumalik na mga BGs ko… a week after nireject ako ni Hanon-chan bumalik na mga yan. Tas ang tatanga pa nila. Bakit? Aba, mukha di nila napapansin na alam ko na nanjaan sila.

Ugh. What an annoying atmosphere here. Makaalis na nga dito. Saan ba pwedeng pumunta na may peace and quite?

Nagsimula na ako maglakad at syempre sumusunod ang mga pangit… -_____-

Dumaan ako sa bahay nila Hanon-chan. Umakyat este tumalon ako pataas sa isang puno sa harap ng bahay nila. Parang kasi isang garden sa lote sa harap ng bahay nila eh. Bakit? Because this is the only I can see Hanon-chan for awhile without her noticing. I do this all the time. From where I am I can see through her window so I can watch her. This makes me feel a bit better when ever I watch her… and as always she never fails to make me smile…

Gabi na… tumalon na ako paba at umuwi na.

“Tadaima… O-Oji-san you’re back. Okairi” andito na pala si Oji-san. Sino ung nasa sofa?

“Luki, we have to talk”

“About what?” I said coldly as I hang my jacket saka ako lumapit sa kanya

“About your future” at tumayo at humarap sakin ung babae sa sofa. Sino pa ba? Edi si Chiisa. Tsk. Ano ba tong babae na ito… ayaw ako lumabayan. Lalo lang ako naiinis

“I have nothing to talk about with you especially about my future. Now leave” I said with full of rage, disrespect… I was nothing but harsh and cold with her. You can see anger in my eyes.

“Luki, hear her out” ano bang gayuma pinainom nito kay Oji-san at mukha kumakampi na siya sa kanya.

“Never” ayaw ko na. aalis na ako dito. Palabas na ako

“Really? Not even if I tell you that there is a way for you to be with Hanon-chan again” napatigil ako dahil sa narinig ko

“W-what the hell are you talking about?”

“You want to see her again right? You want her to talk to you, to be with you. You want your old relationship back right?” ano nanaman ba binabalak nito?! OO! Gusto ko ulit makasama si Hanon-chan but I have a bad feeling about this. Tsk. Sige bahala na. For the sake of being with Hanon-chan I’ll hear her out

“What do you want?” I said seriously as I face her

HANO BA YAN! Ngumiti pa si tanda! Ugh. I really have a bad feeling about this. She has those eyes that says “I gotcha” and that evil smile… =_____=

“I can help you be with Hanon-chan again but of course I have a condition” eto na… ano bang condition gusto nito?

“You’ll treat me with respect and acknowledge me as your mother again” tsk. I hold no gurantees.

“That’s it?”

“And you’ll be arrange with the daughter of a friend of mine” FIX MARRIAGE?! I KNEW IT! SHE’S EVIL! UGH! Bat naman ako papayag jan eh may balak pa akong ligawan si Hanon-chan eh!

“Are you crazy?! Why in the world do you think I’ll agree with that?”

“Same reason why you listened to me till the end, to be with Hanon-chan *evil smile*”

“Tsk. Oji-san did you know about this?!”

“Luki, it’s ok. You wont immediantly have the marriage. Besides it’s wants best for all. Just trust me”

“Don’t worry Luki, you’ll still be able to stay here, be with your friends, with Hanon-chan. Your fiancé can’t come here yet anyway. She still has things to do so until then your free to do everything you want… unless you don’t want Hanon-chan back”

“Tsk. Fine” for Hanon-chan…

Umalis na si Chi- I mean mother… yeah. She said I should call her mother again but of course I’ll only do that if she puts away her bgs at sumang-ayon naman siya. Psh. Uto uto! Pero ok lang… I’ll be able to be with Hanon-chan again. Though I don’t know how that will happen but what else can I do. I’m desperate.

And I can’t do anything… my past hunts me forever…

That only good thing in my past is Hanon-chan and I’ll let her hunt me even til my death ;’’>